My Living Nightmare

Well I did go to court...... It was not as good as I expected. Carl Hardin wrote a letter to the judge telling the judge that the kids councler said it was hurting the kids by me contacting them. What a joke. So the judge wants to see all the recomendations of this "counciler". He is so worried about the rules, that he is allowing his child mollesting son still talk to 2 of the children. My son announced that this evening. I can't beleive that my children were taken from me for that same reason so the dhr people say. I think they just want to keep my kids for them money. Soon enough I hope that people realize that I am not the one at fault in all this. Yes I did make the mistake of leaving the children alone with my husband, but after 14 yrs at the time I would have thought that I knew him, and trusted him. Yet now to this day it is still all my fault. I just don't know what to do.