My Living Nightmare

Well after digging up the phone bills for the past 4 months, I have realized that I have been allowed to talk to 2 of my children for 2.4 hours during that time. When I called the kids last week, Carl wanted to know why I have not come up to see them. I asked him what garuntee did I have to see them? He replied, "You have my word." I told him that I wanted it in writing and I was told not to hold my breath because that was not going to happen. To me that tells me that he has no intention of letting me see my children if I were to make the 800 mile trip up there. He has proven that with the little bit of talk time that he allows. He just does not feel that I am worth his precious time. But his child molesting son is. He is allowed to talk to the children when he calls and I bet he dose not get treated like dirt either. Well time will tell when I go back to court on Sept, 7, and then on Sept, 21.