My Living Nightmare

Well court was today. No my children did not get to come home. They even told their appointed attorney about the abuse they have to deal with at the grandparents home in Kentucky, did not seem to make a difference. I still don't feel any closer to getting them home then I did last year. It breaks my heart and my faith in the system to know that I have done what I was told to do, yet, I can not get the Department of Human Recourses to look in favor of me. I have been told that the attorney for the kids has more or less called me the devil himself. That I am pure evil and lie. All I am trying to do is get my children home, to care for them and be a mother. These people say they know who I am yet have never taken the time to get to know who I really am. It makes me sick, and no attorney will take on this state, for my children let alone me. My children have had their rights abused and taken from them as I have as well.

Time to go cry.

T