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i speak through my writings. i speak through my photographs. nobody understands the way i am... until they learn to realize how to read and see the truth across my insanity.

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Photobucket I am an amateur in most of the things you may have done. I am learning to love myself and others as well. I am a late bloomer. I hardly get into a fist-to-fist fight, just once. I am a loner. I am a poet. An idiot who doesn't know the basics of singing and dancing. I am a dreamer less than an achiever. And someday i hope to find contentment along the way. This is just a few facts about me. (please do visit "PATPATING TALINGHAGA" - my WordPress blogsite written in Filipino language.)

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post mortem.


today, i will die. all of my selfishness shall vanish. my cold heart will be put into flames. the lustful thoughts will be buried into the depths of the earth. the devil in me shall surrender and lose the battle. in time, i shall rise again. born from the ashes. my heart and soul shall be clothe in fire. i shall be cleansed from my sinful body. by then, i will be ready to face another life. so long, see you after a while. may i rest in peace.



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Climate's changing... Can you?!



Change is consistent in being inconsistent as change changes in a blink of an eye. It is just a matter of time... and a matter of consistency. Change is inevitable. Same for the host of all living things, Mother Earth is changing. I guess you have heard of global warming, ice caps and glaciers melting, and the rest that implicates a change - it is often referred as climate change.

Are you aware of what is going on? Or do you even care? Or maybe you enjoy watching movies that depicts human extinction. Is it really possible that the human race will have it's fatal end? Who knows, maybe in a million years. But that doesn't give us the right to stop caring and nurturing our beloved earth.

Climate change is ever present. It has been going on since time began. There are factors that cause such change like Plate tectonics, Solar output, Orbital variations, Volcanism, Ocean variability and the biggest contributor is Human influences.

You may ask, "what did I do?" Oh, worry not because you are not alone. There are things we do in our everyday life that contributes to global warming. Should I tell you? Or you would start asking yourself what you have done to harm Mother Earth? After reading this, you might want to check your local newspaper or tune in to a radio station or better yet ask someone and join in an organization. The truth is, if an individual commits something that harms our environment and those individuals collectively and regularly do it, i don't know what would happen in the years to come. Anyway, those individuals runs their own companies, factories that emit greenhouse gases, individuals who drive cars or buses that pollutes the air with excessive carbon dioxide, those who cut off trees in the forest and illegal logging - deforestation, and i am sure you can add more to this list. And also those individuals who throw their garbage anywhere and everywhere, are you one of them too?

Look at the big picture, these are also effects of climate change like famine, poverty and war. How could they all be related? Since humans are the major influence in climate change, end result will be that humans also suffer. There have been war, famine and poverty even before climate change is discussed and we are making it worse. Try to remember El Niño and La Niña phenomenon, disease outbreak due to unnatural habitat, and because of the scarcity of food and not suitable place to live, war will be a solution for some. Invasion, territorial claims. I'll stop there before i exaggerate. Most likely, that would be the scenario.

Change, as i have said is consistent. If you are wondering what i am talking about, why i haven't explained much and why didn't i elaborate what this write up is going to regarding climate change. Well, i left you questions to answer. Maybe some knows more facts or some know less. What i want is that you, yes... the one reading this is YOU, would feel the urge to know more about it, about climate change and take action. Change is the key. Think about it. Think what you can do to help. Change your thought, change your heart, change your mind and be consistent in fighting the inevitable climate change.

Human influences are the biggest contributor to climate change, if all individuals can influence i hope i did influence you to change and help restore Mother Earth.

Just Silence.

JUST SILENCE GIRL:

if only i could hold you back to my arms again... if only there are second chances to undo what went wrong... if only i had said how much i love you... could things have been better? all i have now are memories of you i hold in my mind. pictures of the happy moments we had i bring close to my heart. if only i have the courage to see you walking away from me, i will run towards you, hug you and never let go. if only love is never complex... where ever you will be, i will stay. in my mind, in my heart and in silence i hold you tight. in silence we will never be apart. only in silence...

BOY:

i wish i knew how to say how much i care for you... how much i love you. i wish today never came that i had to go away. i wish we have each other longer... could that be much better? all i have now is a memory of a smile in your face every time i see you... i have to look back at you for the last time as i walk away, it hurts to see your lonesome face. i wish i could turn back and say hi once again. i wish love is never complicated... where ever i go... in my mind you will stay, in my heart you will linger and in silence we will always be. only in silence..

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Fountain of Youth.



Your body may get old, but keep your mind and spirit kind, playful, happy, because if your mind and spirit are still young, then you will never grow old.


Shinobu Hirashi

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Boredom.


i am bored being bored... so instead of being bored all the time, i use my boredom to eradicate boredom. just by being bored i tend to be less bored if i turn boredom into a use, like thinking how bored can i be if all the time i am in absolute boredom. if then i am totally bored and i can do nothing but be bored... i just stay being bored as usual.

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Rapture.

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i hope that i could just disappear in a lifetime. vanish the memory of myself. perish and live in another world without pain...

...but, i must face life.

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Inevitable.

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life is a struggle you must survive. lessons you have to learn... there are times you get bored out of missing someone close to you. time is changing. change is inevitable. some people go and some stay for a while... and stays in your heart forever. you will be caught in a time where you can not move on and everything else is stuck where you are... tired, hopeless and feeling hollow. time... a time for everything. endure the pain and take strength from those who are with you. happiness will come, may it not be now but soon.

The Mirror

"Mirror, mirror, tell me the truth that lies in my dark deeds."

She is alone in her room. She speaks in front of the mirror, looking at herself knowing that only the mirror knows her real intentions.

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Serenity.


the voices never stop filling the the room as it echoes and cripples his ears. moments that he never wanted to come by has once again surrounds him. he could only hide in the shadow that he wanted to set free. "i don't want anymore!", he shouts with his shivering voice. "stop it! i can take it no more!" those are the only words his lips can say. he ran as fast as he could, away from his room. but where will his feet take him? what is he running away from? questions that he never knew the exact answers. he is confused and delirious that his reality has no sense in the world he had grown as to be who he is. suddenly, he stopped running. he mourns for mercy. tears occupied his eyes as it rolls down freely. in that moment, he had realized that there is still a way to end the misery that has been hunting him. he went back to his room, he carries a rope and a chair that will lead him to serenity. he has the courage to face his dark past and for the last time to turn his back forever. his well kept reasons might not be clear at all. he just left a letter that bids farewell.
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