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I am an amateur in most of the things you may have done. I am learning to love myself and others as well. I am a late bloomer. I hardly get into a fist-to-fist fight, just once. I am a loner. I am a poet. An idiot who doesn't know the basics of singing and dancing. I am a dreamer less than an achiever. And someday i hope to find contentment along the way. This is just a few facts about me.
I dreamt of you tonight. It was in grayscale. I couldn't figure how it ended. You suddenly disappeared and I woke up with a bleeding heart.

loop of existence

memories are cluttered in my troubled mind. scenarios of the past keeps on flashing in front of me. i couldn't actually remember if it really happened or was a part of my vivid imagination. a fantasy created from my utmost desire to have a fulfilled existence. still breathing and yet my head is spinning.

Shadow

I keep looking back. Trying to catch those memories again. Not that I wanted you back into my arms once more. It is just that I still couldn't believe that I lost you when I said I love you. How foolish could I be dreaming and hoping that after those words came out from my lips you'd still be standing right beside me. You slowly walked the opposite direction and all that is left of me is my own shadow.

I guess I'm back.

I'ts been a year since I actually posted anything valuable here. Hmn... Opera seems like a cemetery now. What on earth happened here?!

I'm returning to my life form. I hope to see you guys around. wink

hiatus

ᜊᜌ᜔ᜊᜌᜒᜈ᜔

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post mortem.


today, i will die. all of my selfishness shall vanish. my cold heart will be put into flames. the lustful thoughts will be buried into the depths of the earth. the devil in me shall surrender and lose the battle. in time, i shall rise again. born from the ashes. my heart and soul shall be clothe in fire. i shall be cleansed from my sinful body. by then, i will be ready to face another life. so long, see you after a while. may i rest in peace.



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Climate's changing... Can you?!



Change is consistent in being inconsistent as change changes in a blink of an eye. It is just a matter of time... and a matter of consistency. Change is inevitable. Same for the host of all living things, Mother Earth is changing. I guess you have heard of global warming, ice caps and glaciers melting, and the rest that implicates a change - it is often referred as climate change.

Are you aware of what is going on? Or do you even care? Or maybe you enjoy watching movies that depicts human extinction. Is it really possible that the human race will have it's fatal end? Who knows, maybe in a million years. But that doesn't give us the right to stop caring and nurturing our beloved earth.

Climate change is ever present. It has been going on since time began. There are factors that cause such change like Plate tectonics, Solar output, Orbital variations, Volcanism, Ocean variability and the biggest contributor is Human influences.

You may ask, "what did I do?" Oh, worry not because you are not alone. There are things we do in our everyday life that contributes to global warming. Should I tell you? Or you would start asking yourself what you have done to harm Mother Earth? After reading this, you might want to check your local newspaper or tune in to a radio station or better yet ask someone and join in an organization. The truth is, if an individual commits something that harms our environment and those individuals collectively and regularly do it, i don't know what would happen in the years to come. Anyway, those individuals runs their own companies, factories that emit greenhouse gases, individuals who drive cars or buses that pollutes the air with excessive carbon dioxide, those who cut off trees in the forest and illegal logging - deforestation, and i am sure you can add more to this list. And also those individuals who throw their garbage anywhere and everywhere, are you one of them too?

Look at the big picture, these are also effects of climate change like famine, poverty and war. How could they all be related? Since humans are the major influence in climate change, end result will be that humans also suffer. There have been war, famine and poverty even before climate change is discussed and we are making it worse. Try to remember El Niño and La Niña phenomenon, disease outbreak due to unnatural habitat, and because of the scarcity of food and not suitable place to live, war will be a solution for some. Invasion, territorial claims. I'll stop there before i exaggerate. Most likely, that would be the scenario.

Change, as i have said is consistent. If you are wondering what i am talking about, why i haven't explained much and why didn't i elaborate what this write up is going to regarding climate change. Well, i left you questions to answer. Maybe some knows more facts or some know less. What i want is that you, yes... the one reading this is YOU, would feel the urge to know more about it, about climate change and take action. Change is the key. Think about it. Think what you can do to help. Change your thought, change your heart, change your mind and be consistent in fighting the inevitable climate change.

Human influences are the biggest contributor to climate change, if all individuals can influence i hope i did influence you to change and help restore Mother Earth.

Just Silence.



JUST SILENCE

GIRL:

if only i could hold you back to my arms again... if only there are second chances to undo what went wrong... if only i had said how much i love you... could things have been better? all i have now are memories of you i hold in my mind. pictures of the happy moments we had i bring close to my heart. if only i have the courage to see you walking away from me, i will run towards you, hug you and never let go. if only love is never complex... where ever you will be, i will stay. in my mind, in my heart and in silence i hold you tight. in silence we will never be apart. only in silence...




BOY:

i wish i knew how to say how much i care for you... how much i love you. i wish today never came that i had to go away. i wish we have each other longer... could that be much better? all i have now is a memory of a smile in your face every time i see you... i have to look back at you for the last time as i walk away, it hurts to see your lonesome face. i wish i could turn back and say hi once again. i wish love is never complicated... where ever i go... in my mind you will stay, in my heart you will linger and in silence we will always be. only in silence..




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