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Today, woke up feeling bubbly - after a series of nights that seems to lead from one frustration to another.

Frustrations so hard to define. Ok, you truly fancy a girl, even when the odds seems built against you and they are seemingly insurmontable - issues that surround her.

But you have lived your life, never losing any battle, so you hope, dream and continue to struggle. Just so you keep her close enough, should that miracle moment happen.

Everything in their imperfections, seems promising. Its weeks and weeks of
jolly good friendship.

Then!

You try to sleep, struggling to keep images of her from your brain,
You try to ring her up, the phone keeps banging,
you wonder to yourself - how could you be so naive ?

Another torrent of emotions come rushing at your mind,
she has been fooling you, tricking you, exploiting your very
innocent and babyish harmlessness.

Still you block those thoughts - promsing yourself, whatever happens,
you will always be in charge. And tomorrow, brings freshness - sunlight and life.


Then, the nights simply rollby.

And its morning, you wake up - and somehow the excuses roll in,

You accept them in good faith,
but your guts imprison your mind - triggering alarms of the dangers of dreaming on,
thinking on, hoping on.....

And your world is in a desperate state of chaos,

The only wish, you wished you could make,

"If I had a crystal ball...."

Gbemmy, I would see today and glance @ 2moro,

Only then, maybe I would be @ peace!

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