the blink of life

Very fatigued of living in city central now days but without a car, it's all I can do.
Public transport is expensive and inconvenient here. I can walk the 20 minutes to work faster than the bus can get me there.
Maybe next year, a change of scenery...

What's going on now days? I disassembled my blog so maybe I'll rely on this one more now. I didn't really like the fact that all my family and friends knew my old blog and I couldn't even like be myself or curse or lead my multiple lives with any amount of success.

These days ~ Work and disappointment, Love and the strife of stability.
I'm getting more into photography but I have like 6 rolls I need to develop. In the mean time I should make more use of my digital

It felt wierd waiting there, thinking about meeting that person I hadn't seen for 4 years. The last time I talked to her, she said she never wanted to talk to me again. She told me once she throws people away all the time. Disposible friends...
So I didn't want to think about that and instead spent my time distracting myself with taking photos of these flowers. I don't know what they are but they looked slightly alien to me for some reason.

In the end it was an amiable meeting. There was some closure to it all.

I wanted to tell this story before I forgot or deemed it insignifigant. This is the fortune kitty. I bought him at a '$3 Japanese store'(yes such things exist in this wonderous land I live in). I love these cats and I see them at every Asian store I go to. I used to own one that moved his hand and waved at you but I gave it away. When I saw this little fortune cat though I couldn't resist. the funny thing is I bought him and then immediately bumped into an old classmate shopping at the same store and he had in his hand the same fortune kitty. He was buying one as well. He was planning on mounting his on the hood of his car I think. My designs were not so complex. My fortune cat adorns my dresser. One day I will again posses the grand kitty that waves his arm.