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. 趴累了拿大顶

. ...the blue lotus is in bloom

Karma

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Asked by a friend what my take is on the Tibet issue. Now I’ve just regained the access to my blog and I’ll blurb a little about it.

Ms. Sharon Stone was just caught for her stupid “interesting karma” talk on the Sichuan earthquake, and she’s paying for the very karma from it. (BTW, I am tired of the word “interesting” being abusively used except for its true meaning) Maybe it just dawned on her that she’s confronting the largest internet mob in the world who’d do anything from catapulting the most malicious curses to turning her internet presence into a nightmare, and a government that would nail her as a villian-in-textbook because she so fell into the category of “western prejudices and ill wishes” against China. She called herself a friend of Dalai Lama but obviously her fashionable karma talk betrayed her friend’s wish and confessed she's just another Hollywood metaphysical bandwagon jumper. The death of her business opportunities on anything with the slightest relevance with China has been declared, no matter how she apologized. It’s not up to her now.

People love villains in drama and instant karma even more. It is much simpler than real politics and more dramatic. It went so natural for the vogue of political-correctness to catch on when it broke out in Lhasa in March. When wrath or extreme nationalism took over anybody could become a murderer and looter, and anybody could be murdered or looted, be it Han Chinese, Tibetan, or Muslim. But I do believe, the outbreak this time and the Tibetans' anger were undoubtedly rooted in the chronic humiliation and grievances, and the ban of free journalism in tibet was to blame for most of the loss of objectivity in reporting. Economist, the only foreign media group allowed presence in Tibet at that time, was the only one to call it a riot. The fabricators and garblers are wrong? Yes, but the information censor or monopolizer, or oppressor, or bread-giving teaser, was way way wronger. Everybody knows that, except some people in some country.

The victim mentality, developed and consolidated through decades of government education and shared by many Chinese domestic and abroad, feeds on a paranoid scouting of evidences that China is constantly being victimized in Western media and international politics, and spits out more fascist-bordering moves of these people, online and offline, bouncing back with an even uglier image for the Chinese. Yeah, the most fragile thing in the international relations is the feeling of the Chinese people. They constantly get so hurt that they need outlets in various forms, such as cracking a western software and inserting a "Tibet was, is, and will always be part of China" splash logo in it.

Victim mentality does not just belong to the nationalist Chinese, though. Actually the whole liberal scene in the world tends to bend toward it. Empathy for the weaker plus a little artistic talents well concocted with some conspiracy theory could make Mr. George Clooney pretty big, Michael Moore richer, and Barbara Streisand a godess. CNN and BBC need it and Der Spiegel needs it more. Interestingly (yeah, I hate this word), when the radical Chinese were launching rounds of attacks on western media, they obviously did not care it was the same media that’s been cursing the evil American and Israeli empires with them, from time to time. It was not until the Tibetan outbreak that some Chinese liberalists woke up to it :“Oh my gosh, the journalist utopia never existed!” No. Victim mentality is delicious to anyone.

A classmate banned me from his email because he got pissed for not being able to convince me about the “evil intentions of some Westerners”. Actually I annoyed him by saying this: The protesting Chinese students in Paris, those French (who are always self-righteous), the Tibetan rioters, the Chinese internet mob, and you, actually belong to the same bloc, which just don’t care to know more. I was seriously let down by a Chinese liberal scholar I know for accusing Tibetans for “crying grievances after taking advantages” , which was a reference to the yearly aids to Tibet from the Chinese government. Can the question be asked like this: Why are you so full of wrath and sadness even if I am giving you stuff after stuff year after year, my darling?

Could THEIR FEELINGS be included in the discourse in the first place?

I asked my classmate what took him so long to ban me. When he quoted my criticism on Chinese history textbook as a personal attack against him, or alleged that films like Ping Guo were the reason that China could not establish world-class brands (I was cracked up) thus hailing the government’s ban on the film, I tried to talk to him, and send him stuff to read, and introduce him to more films. Now I think I should’ve given up earlier on an addict to the type of BBS that belong to the younger-aged patriots and cynicists, who’d call me a “net spy”, a word later I found to describe those who disagree with them in those BBS. Imperialism is paper tiger, brain-washing is not.

There is karma, simply not interesting.




For Those Withholding Out Of Corruption Concern

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The death toll from Sichuan earthquake is still climbing and Myanmar is desperately in need to clean up the stench of death and disease. Maybe you've heard of how donations never quite made it to the needed after having to seep through layers of corruption. Maybe that's why you are still holding back your support. Now Myanmar has openned up for international rescue, I've made my donation through a regular channel. So can you.

I do know a better channel to donate to Sichuan, though. Bullog.cn, a blog platform established and maintained by a bunch of Chinese liberal intellectuals, launched a campaign to make sure donations go to the people of earthquake-stricken area directly. The site and the people in it are trusted by Chinese-reading population throughout the world for being rational, responsible, and consiencious through years of reading.

The donation page is in Chinese. Use Google Translate to do a rough reading. Most of the accounts listed are domestic Chinese. The one for overseas donation is paypal, and the account is huangbincn@hotmail.com, by name Bin Huang (tel: +86-13911827749). Track all the paypal donations on this page.

Milyang -- woman, interrupted

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電影快結束的時候,申愛出院了,找了一個店面剪頭髮,出來招呼的是仇人的女兒。兩個人平靜地寒暄,小姑娘含著眼淚,觀眾似乎又一次看到原諒的光芒從申愛身後升起。突然她頂著剪了一半的頭跑了出去。情緒又一次被打斷。

密陽講述一個被打斷得亂七八糟的人生。鋼琴深造的願望被丈夫打斷,自欺欺人的婚姻被丈夫車禍去世打斷,重建生活的理想因為兒子被撕票打斷,心裡療傷的過程被上帝打斷,報復上帝被牧師和信徒打斷,最後她自己打斷了原諒的可能。

還好李滄東導演給了宗燦這個人物,就像電影最後照在破爛角落裡的一縷陽光。

全度妍的表演讓人背脊上的汗毛都豎起來。一個喪夫喪子的女人,又被上帝背棄,怎麼演?有幾個段落很難再看第二遍。