Deathshadow's Madness

I have to apologize to all the folks I let down this week - I was recently diagnosed with a medication induced parkinsonism, and this past week I had a stroke that has caused some motor control issues and partial memory loss. I tried to cover up my problems and continue working as if nothing was wrong, and in the process managed to nebfer my own server by way of an unforgivable typo - that resulted in my having to have a networked KVM set up by my host so I could log on from a liveCD to repair the damage - resulting in all my clients not even having websites for two days.

Because of this I pretty much completely dropped the ball for one prospective client on a coding job, have had to cancel TWO existing large scale projects (refunds were given), and in general had to scale back my 'operations' to concentrating entirely on one remaining project - which upon completion I plan to hang up my shingle as a web developer.

For those of you interested, this also means the "Cut Code Down" website I've previewed for some people will probably never see completion.

I've been on doctors orders for the past five years not to work, after all I'm on disability for a reason - MAYBE it's time I actually listened to the doctors before I give myself another stroke or worse.

On top of my rapidly degenerating health, my increased disgust with the code vomited up by alleged professionals is wearing my nerves a bit thin... I look upon the techniques being taught and propagated with disgust to the point of nausea... an attitude that makes me feel a bit like Sisyphus pushing the stone up the hill.

To those of you I've let down you have my most sincere apologies, but hope you can understand I have to put my health (or lack therin) first.