Hold me tight

Days without you are always the hardest (

Some say love without some conflicts can't be the true one
I said no, my love with him stands strong without quarrels


Now... I say different


The event today makes me realize a great load of things that I supposedly tried not to understand

Differences and conflicts appear every single day...
It happens when I feel tired, coming home after a long day and seeing him sitting in front of the computer playing while there are a pile of clothes unwashed, a full-of-dust-from-his-wheel floor un-swept and also his cup of coffee uncleaned...
It happens when I feel exhausted of this relationship and all this talks and all and all other things, and I yell, I scream, saying bad words and throw everything out of the door...

I know I myself is a mad person, I am wrong, totally, but I can't help it, have to let it go...


Life with another completely strange person is not easy at all, and sometimes I honestly cannot get rid of the thought that he is becoming my burden, my curse...


I want to stop, right now, right here!

But like some other one that says
Love can conquer...

It is always his warm hands trying to hold me tight that never ever let me go
It is always his loving eyes looking straight at me that say how much the love he gives me
It is always him who understanding and patient and gentle to ease my pain


Gradually, I find my self his burden, his curse

But I cannot let go, because he does not allow me to be stupid like that

Loving him, I complete myself





Love me if you can
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