Live To Love And Work

really i don't understand what love is .maybe love is only sending messages everyday and to know what lover is doing and where lover is.maybe these thing only true with couple far from each other.I think the love between us is very boring,sometime i only feel that i am only a close friend of her not lover.
i am a romantic person,i don't think that my love is boring like that.she has never taken the initiative in a any dating with me....she don't understand me at all...never...


I want to become a free man....like doing what i like ,don't tie together with anyone

I can go out many place without waiting her freely.But i still love her so much...