L-am luat cand avea 20 de zile.Era un ghemotoc cu ochi si din prima clipa l-am indragit.Il hraneam cu biberonul din trei in trei ore,eram topita dupa el,cand vedeam ca tot ce se golea din sticla cu lapte ii umplea burtica si adormea instantaneu.Dintre toti ai casei pe mine ma urmareau ochii lui si la o chemare din priviri era linga mine.Intre noi era o legatura sufleteasca cum intre doi oameni nu exista,doar daca din joaca careva din casa ridica tonul la mine ,venea repede si cu ochii in ochii mei se aseza intre noi si astepta sa vada ce ii voi spuna sa faca.Cand ieseam la plimbare si il lasam liber alerga si sarea bucuros, incantandu-ne,dar niciodata nu facea 3-4 pasi fara sa priveasca inapoi sa vada daca venim si noi.Aproape 6 ani a fost voiosia casei cand intr-o zi a inceput sa bea apa in exces.Am fost cu el la vet.si analizele au iesit bune,adica nu avea diabet si nici infectie renala,dar el bea in continuare apa multa.La aproape 2 saptamini nu a mai vrut sa manince,orice ii dadeam din ce stiam ca ii place dupa ce mirosea se intorcea si pleca.Eram inebunita cand vedeam cum se stinge si nu puteam sa il ajut,nu stiam ce sa fac.Am fost la n med.vet,pana dupa aproape o luna de cand a inceput sa bea apa,am ajuns la alt med.care ne-a trimis cu el la Sf.Gheorghe sa facem ecograf.Rezultatul ne-a bulversat,tumoare pe rinichiul drept,si rinichiul stang,fara forma nu era nici acela sanatos.Deci NU AVEA NICI O SANSA.Nu puteam sa facem nimic,era prea slabit pentru al opera(asa a spus vet.)Acum cand ma gandesc,ma intreb de ce nu a fost hranit ,hidratat prin perfuzii???Daca de la inceput aflam despre ce boala e vorba,poate mai puteam face ceva.....O luna si jumatate s-a chinuit dragul de el,ajunsese piele si os,abia se ridica de jos,tratamentul nu avea nici un efect.Intr-o seara, a iesit afara si a cazut jos.Cand l-am ridicat a oftat si .....asta afost tot.A ramas moale in bratele mele,si eu plangeam cu hohote,asa cum plang si acum si cum imi va plange inima mereu.
My dog Dakota, a female Black Labrador Retriever mix with some hound. She is a rescue dog from mutts4rescue and a very playful affectionate dog who can be stubborn at times. She has those eyes that makes you melt.
How does Heaven look like, baby? Is it nice? Are you with Great Grandma now? She'll take care of you until Mommy can be with you, ok?
Always know that Mommy loves you, ok? Don't you ever forget that. Even though I can't be with you now, I will be soon. I know you love me and you always will. It's the same for Mommy. I love you and I will always love you.
It's all better for you now. At least you don't have to suffer. No more scratchy scratchy. It's not better for Mommy though. I feel so lonely without you.
Grandma feels lonely too. She loves you too. And she misses you just like how Mommy misses you.
You never liked sleeping with your blue pillow. You don't mind that Mommy sleeps with it now, do you? Comforts me to smell you. And it feels soft just like you.
I love you BB. And I will always do. Have fun in Heaven my child. I will be with you soon.
Harry is my pet Havanese imported from Turkey he was purchased in NYC and enjoys life in CT. He likes cheese and hates snow (he cant stand in it haha. He enjoys sleeping and well...more sleeping!
Cheeka (Cheeky-Mu, or just Mu, to her close friends)
Cheeka came to me about 3 years ago, after a friend (thankyou Lucy) found her in a potato field, while ironicaly looking for her friends lost dog.
She was a stray for most of her early life, probably eating rabbits & birds, as she was built like an athlete. Her rear end was totaly out of proportion she was so muscly, so she had no problem catching food !
As she was stray her history is fuzzy.
She was aprox. 10 months old when she was found, and seems to be a mix of Lurcher/Geman Shepard/Labrador (a wonderfull blend).
I had a few magic years with a magik friend/companion/daughter. She was a bright spark of light in the darkness:love:
I also had a few trials and tribulations with her, as you do with children.
One such incident inspired my poem "Dead Dogs & Cornishmen" on my poems blog/page I call "The Shed"(that poor teddy-bear still is't fixed).
She became a confident (& sometimes willfull) character, as I let her make her own friends, and go exploring the Cornish countryside, and once she overcame her fear of water, she loved to play in the rivers & sea. Being a mix of hunting dogs she did like running in the fields, and foraging though the woods. She would sit and watch sqirrels for ages (I know she just wanted to eat them:chef: )
Being a free & independant spirit, she was equally inclined to go exploring on her own given the chance. I never worried about her running away, just following her nose till she wandered into trouble.
Unfortunately on 13th of Oct 2007 she walked out of my life for her last exploration.
The house I was in has its door open, so their dog can guard the chickens. On the way back from the kitchen, she decided not to follow me into the living room, walked out the front door, and down onto the busiest road in Cornwall.
By the time I made it to the bottom of the lane it was too late, she had already been hit.
The scene I wanted to see was not to be, she was laying still in the middle of the road. All I could say was "NO" repeatedly over & over, but she was still breathing tiny shallow breaths, and by the time we got her to the side of the road (in a travel blanket someone who stopped offered), her breathing was getting stonger.
I then had the sureal time with the people who hit her, consoling the unconsolable, and me forgiving the unforgivable.
Someone called a local emergency night vet, who rushed her back to town to try and stabilize her. I arived shortly afterwards to find her stronger but still unresponsive. I don't know if she knew what happend to her, or that I was with her at any point.
She never came round and died of internal bleeding, in the early hours of the following morning.
She is buried under the shade of a holly tree, on a friends land, next to Baldrick my familys old dog.
Baldrick Stardog-Champion, he loved chasing rabbits too, and was oddly enough a similar mix of breeds, I wish they could have met, they would have made Beautiful pups.
Sigh, different era, different lives.
I have started building a Cairn over the place where she lays, and over the coming months, maybe years (it takes a while on your own), I will bring more of her friends, to lay a rock they bring from where they live, or a place the love.
I have been overwelmed by the tributes brought so far.
My friend Phil gave "Greg the love-egg" his big ball of Granite he used to keep on the heater, to keep him warm on a cold night.
My friends the Wayward Wenches, gave a beautiful carved and painted Celtic stone coin, I will be using as a cap-stone (it's quite large).