Curtis

Excuse Me But I Should Have Left

Saturday, September 23, 2006 3:36:25 PM

Last night I went out with some of my new friends again; it was pretty awful. It wasn't anyone's fault but my own; I really didn't want to be there. Since I hate to be that person, I just faked it all night long but people kept catching my smile half-wilted. People kept asking what was wrong, to which I'd laugh as realistically as possible and say that there's just a lot on my mind.

Any other night might have been different. I should have just acknowledged to myself last night that I didn't want to be there, and excused myself.

I think most people figure out these things before they hit 27.

I'm Wanting Backwards"Little Superstar"

Comments

AyaGreen Aya # Wednesday, September 27, 2006 6:57:39 AM

As I am a housewife,so I don't need to get along with the person who I hate.

However my husband is business person so he has to get along well with someone who is not compatible with him.
I feel sorry for him.

When I was 27,I thought "I should get along well with everyone".
And now,I get to know my personality,and I gave up to do so.

thinkseaweed # Thursday, September 28, 2006 12:43:25 PM

Well that's what I hate about this "business" thing. You always have to be concious of yourself, your actions or else people will start thinking things of you. Usually incorrect things yes, but still...

I was a bit pissed off the other day (not at the work I was doing, some other idiot in my life) in the office and I went abit nuts at myself (as I usually do), and people looked at me like ... they hated me or somehting?!?! (That's why I like your social anxiety tag man!)

Lots of creatives are similar I think. Yet we have to always go out and "network" to survive! What to do, what to do!!