Where is HOME ???
Friday, 2. January 2009, 12:27:58
Once I attended a church and I found friends there, but I did not like the preaching as I felt stressed by it. The words was ok, it was the spirit behind those words that I did not want to listen to ( It was not Gods spirit- but someone else) I therefore spent time in the cafeteria and talked with some mothers there. The leaders discovered this and called me into their office for a talk. I don’t know why they did care about what I did or not on Sundays, but they did. After many questions about my behavior, I was asked about where I belonged. They told me to find out IF I belonged to that church or not. They did not mean IF I had my name written on some paper or not, but If my heart and vision was the same as the vision and heart that the pastor had. I knew it was not…and to “submit “ to their vision I could not, so I had one more obtion..leave! As I walked home I looked inside those beautiful homes that I passed by, and I felt like crying, and saying to God; where is MY HOME!? I have been in and out so many churches…why don’t I belong to any of them, I don’t find a home in them....
WIDGETIZE