chef d'oeuvre de ma vie

".....Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship. It's not how much love you have in the beginning, but how much love you build until the end...."

i found this in June's blog...i dont know what is going on with her and Vic but i really hope things work out between them. so many things has happened to us all but i was really excited about their love for each other. They gave me hope at a time in my life when i almost lost faith in love...

i sent them both an email...

i cannot seem to understand my own feelings as well...i guess the weather is getting to me...all i know is that im really trying...even when nobody seems to notice. im a bit tired but no one seems to care =)

dear Lord,

only You know what is in my heart...i don't need to go on an elaborate explanation of all the hurt and questions and vagueness of everything...because i know...You understand even when i don't...

please give me the wisdom to make the right decisions...the patience to understand people...and the strength to withstand all the tribulations...

thank you so much for all your blessings...pls don't leave me ( well i know You wont ) i really need You.

Your daughter,
Zaida