chef d'oeuvre de ma vie

i am Polyanna...it defines my very essence...it is one with my soul...it is who i am...i am definitely Polyanna! ~~~ Polyanna is usually referred to people who has a positive influence to her environment. Her mere presence makes the flowers bloom...her breathe ends the winter season and brings about spring...her smile makes the birds sing...melts the snow...makes the sun shine... My horoscope mentioned that i am a natural Polyanna... ~~~ Been thinking non-stop about this particular home...can't get it off my mind...i wanted it so badly...taya talaga ako sa lotto...hehehe...even tried LP (Lucky Pick)...texted love about my papers for PR...tawa si love eh...nakalagay na daw sa bag...cool lang daw ako...hehehe...she thinks its not necessary for a lawyer...hmmm... ~~~ my mind is so cluttered lately...actually since i saw my future home...as in i've been thinking non-stop how to raise 13million...even my officemates notice my somewhat trance-like attitude...sabi nga nila...tulala nanaman daw ako...i just want to raise that money...i want that place to be the future home of my family... ~~~ my plan is, inspite of my PR status, i'll be applying for a working visa here in the Philippines so I can be with my family...but i need that citizenship to give not only my husband but my children another option...if things don't work out here in the Philippines...plan B kumbaga... ~~~ been thinking of caramel... of melted chocolate... of sweetened vanilla... my life has been a concoction of these sweetness... ~~~ a message to the one who owns my heart...he has not only brought me happiness...he gave me completeness... "If my love for you were to escape my body, the immensity of it would fill the entire universe and leave nothing dark." i love you my honey...