chef d'oeuvre de ma vie

saw this poem...cried reading it...
saw too much...read too much...
lies...two realities...which is true
where am i? which is mine?

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why do you make me cry
when i know you can be sweet
really, you're the only one i need
the only problem is that you never seem to put your love in me
i dont get it
is this how you want things to be
happy...sad...confused...
i know you wouldn't want me to cry
then what is this about?
do you want to say goodbye