My Opera
my journey towards perfection...
By . Monday, January 3, 2005 3:38:52 AM
alone in the confines of my room...i could feel the wall closing in on me...my pulse starting to raise...my heart beating like a wild drum...i could feel my temperature rising...i am about to experience a nervous breakdown...
reality hit me when i opened my eyes this morning...why can't life be fair...why can't it give me my heart's desire...why can't it give me my man...
i have consumed my time thinking of reasons why he left...will he ever come home...will i ever feel his loving embrace again...
nobody seems to understand the pain...the death i am experiencing...
everybody keeps on telling me that it will get better...that i will love again...they just don't seem to comprehend the intensity of my love...how my heart belongs to my man...
i feel the pain...i feel the anger...i feel the confusion...i feel death...and yet inspite of everything...i am still very much in-love with him...
i promise myself this...i will rise from this rut...i am worthy to be loved...i will move on with my life...i will be successful...
do i want my man back...yes...with all my heart...i want him back...unlike the rest of the world...i love inspite of the pain...i am a woman whose ability to love is beyond the 99% of the worlds population...that in itself makes me a worthy partner!
reality hit me when i opened my eyes this morning...why can't life be fair...why can't it give me my heart's desire...why can't it give me my man...
i have consumed my time thinking of reasons why he left...will he ever come home...will i ever feel his loving embrace again...
nobody seems to understand the pain...the death i am experiencing...
everybody keeps on telling me that it will get better...that i will love again...they just don't seem to comprehend the intensity of my love...how my heart belongs to my man...
i feel the pain...i feel the anger...i feel the confusion...i feel death...and yet inspite of everything...i am still very much in-love with him...
i promise myself this...i will rise from this rut...i am worthy to be loved...i will move on with my life...i will be successful...
do i want my man back...yes...with all my heart...i want him back...unlike the rest of the world...i love inspite of the pain...i am a woman whose ability to love is beyond the 99% of the worlds population...that in itself makes me a worthy partner!
