Tuesday, 19. December 2006, 22:18:13
Christmas, love, pain, drugs
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//Note: In Hungary, it's the "Little Jesus" who 'gives' the presents every December 24.
So, I've asked 'Lil' Jesus' to make some snow fall several times, but until now nothing happened. It would be just a small little miracle -- shouldn't be hard to do it for him! So c'mon, make some snow!!

Anyways, pictured here is a heart you can see

With this photo I wanted to express how close drugs and love are to each other: first, you seem to be very happy, then you get used to the feeling, and want more and more and more - you simply can't live without it. And when you don't have the opportunity to get more (i.e., you break up), you (or at least a part of you: your heart) dies. It's very hard to continue your life like it was before. You'll always miss that feeling you once felt, the feeling that you love someone and she loves you back - an awesome thing not often happening in anyone's life... And even if you seem to succeed to go on, you'll never be the same. You can never become the man you've been before.
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Anyways.. today, as usual, nothing happened at all.. We wrote a maths test.. and that's all. We're not learning anything new at school, because the Winter Holidays are coming soon!

So, be good, give and get a lot of presents and love, and.. I don't know

Heh, quite a long post I wrote for today

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I'm glad to read what other people think of my thoughts...