David Ebert

Posts tagged with "love"

Aging.

Friday, March 9, 2007 10:42:34 PM

Gosh, I'll be 17 years old in just 5 days! :S
When you're a little boy, you want to grow up from one hour to the next; but as you're getting older, you realize that being an adult sucks. Growing up makes you more responsible for the things that you do, and as you're getting older, everything is getting more difficult.
The first thing you notice is concerning learning. You have to learn more and more bullshit each day. And as the end of your high school ages is coming fast, you start to realize that what you do will affect your whole later life. You (me, whoever) have to decide now what you want to do with your life, what you want to be, and make basic decisions that affect your life at large.
This is also the age you start having relationships.. Uhm, I don't want to say anything about that for now; let it be enough that not everyone deserves the things you would do to her/him. These love-at-first-sight things are likely not to work..
Anyways.. I'll be 17 soon, and that's really depressing me.. :\ I just got shocked today hearing that two of my classmates are 18; and one of them will be 20 soon.. :S
I don't want this. I don't want to get older and older every day. Damn..
I better get some sleep now.. :\
Good night; and VOTE [check the right side of the page]!

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Stupid things I don't know why I put down.

Monday, January 15, 2007 8:00:34 PM

happiness, love, pain, death ...

Who are we? Why are we here, what's our destiny?
These are question that cannot be answered. No one knows what the future will be like, no one knows why do we live, why do exist, and what's the purpose of our lives...
What's worth living for? Happiness, one can say.. And how would you define happiness? Are you happy? Are you sure about that 'yes' you were just thinking about? What makes people happy?
Love? Love is beautiful, love really can make us feel awesome.. But love is not equal to total happiness. Love is something easy to lose; and it can be very painful. So.. what else can make us happy? Success? Well, if you're said to be successful, then others must be less successful, right? And if you make someone unhappy, you get unhappy also, don't you?
Can absolute happiness exist at all? I'm sure everyone has something to be sad about.. Past relationships, illnesses, school, other people's behavior..
....
And what's worth dying for? Love? I think no. Maybe you'll fall in love later on in your life.. Don't commit suicide just because your love is not reciprocated/requited... Success? Definitely not. Success shouldn't be that important for anyone.. Or at least, it is not for me. I don't care about being successful or not.. Of course, success can get me some happy minutes, but I wouldn't do anything to achieve it.. (So, I'm not learning anything at all.. I don't care about my marks, I don't care about my results. I don't care about what other people think about me.)
....... to be continued, maybe..

Damn why the hell did I write all this bull~~shit~~?! I should stop now.. Maybe I'll continue this one time, but I.. I don't know why did I start writing all this at all..

//This is my 100th post!!

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Upside-down.

Thursday, January 11, 2007 7:01:34 PM

love, pain

Do you know what you feel? Do you know your feelings well? What does love mean for you? Does it make your world turn around? Will it turn you upside-down once your relationship ends, but you're still in love?

//Just some questions to think about.. [...]

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No time.

Friday, January 5, 2007 5:57:18 PM

today, school, love, pain

So little time, and so much to do...
I have to write that freaking Hungarian essay for tomorrow.. 2 pages. And I haven't written a word yet. Haven't even thought about it. Bah, I'm dead.

Feeling better, starting trying to forget (with minor success..), trying to be happy ('Happiness is the key to a good life; gotta get a smith to make such a key for me..').

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Jesus coming soon.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006 10:18:13 PM

Christmas, love, pain, drugs ...

//Note: In Hungary, it's the "Little Jesus" who 'gives' the presents every December 24.

So, I've asked 'Lil' Jesus' to make some snow fall several times, but until now nothing happened. It would be just a small little miracle -- shouldn't be hard to do it for him! So c'mon, make some snow!!

Anyways, pictured here is a heart you can see

With this photo I wanted to express how close drugs and love are to each other: first, you seem to be very happy, then you get used to the feeling, and want more and more and more - you simply can't live without it. And when you don't have the opportunity to get more (i.e., you break up), you (or at least a part of you: your heart) dies. It's very hard to continue your life like it was before. You'll always miss that feeling you once felt, the feeling that you love someone and she loves you back - an awesome thing not often happening in anyone's life... And even if you seem to succeed to go on, you'll never be the same. You can never become the man you've been before.

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Anyways.. today, as usual, nothing happened at all.. We wrote a maths test.. and that's all. We're not learning anything new at school, because the Winter Holidays are coming soon!

So, be good, give and get a lot of presents and love, and.. I don't know

Heh, quite a long post I wrote for today

//Feel free to comment any of my posts..

I'm glad to read what other people think of my thoughts...

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