Monday, 15. January 2007, 20:00:34
Who are we? Why are we here, what's our destiny?
These are question that cannot be answered. No one knows what the future will be like, no one knows why do we live, why do exist, and what's the purpose of our lives...
What's worth living for? Happiness, one can say.. And how would you define happiness? Are you happy? Are you sure about that 'yes' you were just thinking about? What makes people happy?
Love? Love is beautiful, love really can make us feel awesome.. But love is not equal to total happiness. Love is something easy to lose; and it can be very painful. So.. what else can make us happy? Success? Well, if you're said to be
successful, then others must be
less successful, right? And if you make someone unhappy, you get unhappy also, don't you?
Can absolute happiness exist at all? I'm sure everyone has something to be sad about.. Past relationships, illnesses, school, other people's behavior..
....
And what's worth dying for? Love? I think no. Maybe you'll fall in love later on in your life.. Don't commit suicide
just because your love is not reciprocated/requited... Success? Definitely not. Success shouldn't be that important for anyone.. Or at least, it is not for me. I don't care about being successful or not.. Of course, success can get me some happy minutes, but I wouldn't do anything to achieve it.. (So, I'm not learning anything at all.. I don't care about my marks, I don't care about my results. I don't care about what other people think about me.)
....... to be continued, maybe..
Damn why the hell did I write all this bullshit?! I should stop now..
Maybe I'll continue this one time, but I.. I don't know why did I start writing all this at all..//This is my 100th post!!