eclipse solis

About me

I'll be here for yall, just tell me when you need me, I'll do what I can

My work

I got alot in my life but I dont want none of it
I think sometimes i feel the way I do because of it
Ill be happy when im able to make it on my own
and I dont have to depend on ppl to take care of me in their homes
I know that sounds good and right
but it aint when it feels like their controlling your life
I dont know what I want or what im looking for
but I know what I dont and that there is more
out there for me my life is still there before me
I dont talk much cuz im to busy thinking
and I really dont want anybody to know what im thinking
so I keep it on the low
and my feelings imma afraid to show
but imma try and change that
all the ppl close to me seem to hate that
but they love that my smile is slowly coming bak
but I dont know, my life is so random
that when I try to smile it seems like I no longer know them
maybe my life was better when it didnt become so broken