Waiting...

Should I cry? Will I cry or not? What should I do right now? I can't stand myself anymore. I'm very disapointed about myself. Sometimes I hate myself but I know God love us, God made us and he gives us his love. Why can I hate myself while he loves me a lot? I have ever told that I would try my best many times but I still stay here. There has some times that I want to come to God' home, but I remind myself, and I know that, I'm sure that God put me in this life not a futile person, not a wimp. He is my way. He is the flickering light of my life. Also he is my last goal. I love him so much!

Futhermore, I have my family, I have my best friends. They are always beside me. They raise me up. They hug me when I feel weak and feeble. They encourage me when I'm in trying. They are a part of my life.

Don't give up, Eden! Don't cry a little princess! Don't feel scared with the waves that beat upon the seashore! Let your hair fly in the wind, give the same clouds to tear-drop on the roam and smile when you see the horizon in the distance.