Edward's Dilemma

I'm having these thoughts of leaving my nice, simple life -dogs, parakeets, my girlfriend and all and joining the French Foreign Legion. I know my looks won't pass as a tough guy, I mean, just look at my picture. I look like someone's caddy for their golf clubs or a nice frontdesk hotel worker (which I am). Anyway, if you will ask me why not enlist right here for our own army or the marine corps? I dunno. I just don't believe in our government anymore. I don't think the Iraq and Afghanistan were legit wars, know what what I'm saying? It's like, our boys were sent there for no justified reason. No weapons of mass destruction, I mean, if they wanted Osama, they could've just went for him and not his whole country IMHO. Just my two cents of thought.

My girlfriend cooked dinner for me last night, something which she learned from a cookbook. It was scrumptious. Just look at that presentation, she could give our chefs an ass beating in a cook-off in my opinion. I was actually telling her earlier that she should open up a restaurant because I know she can do it.

Alright, now it all boils down to two choices. Get a course in real estate and be a real estate investor and profit or... a total reset of my life. Forget everything, go to France, sign up for the French Foreign Legion, achieve my boyhood dreams. What's the best for me? Because I know, if I don't sign up to be a soldier in this lifetime, I'll think about the what-ifs until I die. Maybe I'm just starving for an adventure. I don't know. Maybe I'll choose the former. Help me choose, will you?