Felling disappointed...
Thursday, 29. May 2008, 04:00:25
This week for me is quite a bad week. I want to blow up and shout to anyone I see around but I controlled it and think that I need space for a moment and to be alone. Theres a lot of questions and thoughts running in my brain but I don't know whom I will going to ask to satisfy me and can comfort me. I look around in my room and I saw my computer and i open it and go to my blog in opera.
Goshhh... I just found myself doing this blog post and hope it will help me through this in a way. I feel really disapponted of whats happening with me, I ask to myself why I feel this way?... maybe Im just tired from my business trip that turns out to unproductive sales because of the crisis problem or because of the pressure of mining people on how to manage them to cope with this crisis. It's all mixed emotions I think of everything that sometimes you cannot control it.
Let's face it. There is never good time to have a flat tire in the rain. That's the only words I said to myself, calmdown, sit back and contemplate and realize what's the best thing to do.
When was the last time you were driving along, wearing your oldest clothes, wrench in hand, with nowhere to go and nothing to do?... I dont want to be helpless! I don't want trials to stop me or to feel that mylife has come to halt and everyone around you is continuing on his or her way, but you are stuck up and stranded, unable to get to your destination or fulfill your obligations, until we deal with the situation at hand.
Then I realize that events like these squeeze our comfort zones, causing us to feel pressure. And when the pressure is on, if we are not careful, reality can easily get blown out of proportion. So, just to avoid mental meltdown, it helps when we can step outside of our situations and stay steady and realize that in time this too shall pass.
I have learned that my strenghts are a result of my weakness, my success is due to my failures, and my style is directly related to my limitations.
Thank's guys for spending little time for reading this nuts feeling i have right now... hope after this I will be okey. lol
Goshhh... I just found myself doing this blog post and hope it will help me through this in a way. I feel really disapponted of whats happening with me, I ask to myself why I feel this way?... maybe Im just tired from my business trip that turns out to unproductive sales because of the crisis problem or because of the pressure of mining people on how to manage them to cope with this crisis. It's all mixed emotions I think of everything that sometimes you cannot control it.
Let's face it. There is never good time to have a flat tire in the rain. That's the only words I said to myself, calmdown, sit back and contemplate and realize what's the best thing to do.
When was the last time you were driving along, wearing your oldest clothes, wrench in hand, with nowhere to go and nothing to do?... I dont want to be helpless! I don't want trials to stop me or to feel that mylife has come to halt and everyone around you is continuing on his or her way, but you are stuck up and stranded, unable to get to your destination or fulfill your obligations, until we deal with the situation at hand.
Then I realize that events like these squeeze our comfort zones, causing us to feel pressure. And when the pressure is on, if we are not careful, reality can easily get blown out of proportion. So, just to avoid mental meltdown, it helps when we can step outside of our situations and stay steady and realize that in time this too shall pass.
I have learned that my strenghts are a result of my weakness, my success is due to my failures, and my style is directly related to my limitations.
Thank's guys for spending little time for reading this nuts feeling i have right now... hope after this I will be okey. lol
