Tuesday, 25. August 2009, 19:26:33
The night was falling
And the stars are show up
My heart is still weak and cold
I try to be defeated with the shadow
But I can’t
Is this the only way I can find my true love?
Sitting here all alone
Watching the stars
Hoping for the sign
The night was falling slowly
And the stars are show up
And my cold heart still searching for something
My lonely soul is lost in the darkness
Try to find the way home
I've lost who i love, but this broken heart
I still see you in my dreams
My love is belonging nowhere
There is nothing to do with it
I am just a shadow
Who is always hidden from the light
My cold heart still trys to find something
All these years I cannot find my way home
After all these years I only see pain, nothing else
My cold heart is lost in the shadows, again
These black tears I cry they are forgotten forever
I will never find someone like you
I miss you so bad
I miss your touch
Where are you, my love?
I wish you were here with me tonight
I want to feel you love, again
Please, take me away with you
To the heaven
I want to be with you forever
Will it ever happen?
Looking at the night falling slowly
And the stars have shown up
Here I am
Sitting here all alone
Waiting for something
I lay down here
Waiting to death comes for me
And then I can find my peace in my heart
And go feel at peace, alone.
But my cold heart is still inside me
I cannot defeat the cold
Who will always follow my dreams and my darkened heart
So, my love
Bring me to life
The Moon is slowly wake me up
And then in my dreams I feel your cold touch
They feel...
So sweet
So cold
So tender
I am yours, even though you dont love me
Now and forever.
Saturday, 8. August 2009, 14:05:13
I know now, that this world is built to test people
and the endless struggle we face,
compare not to the loss of loved ones,
and without love, we are lost in a endless dream,
more of a nightmare.
A person told me they were my weakness,
to be honest that person was right.
Because I know now,
To believe in something is not enough
a person must pick his or her star's
we must fight hard for what we believe in...
there is not enough words to be said to you.
My dears of, my family,
I now know that I must fight,
for what I too believe in.
Live or die,
I found my hope,
live or die,
I found love,
live or die,
I have found a friend,
live or die,
because with out this start, I can not continue.
Being without this means, you are without honor or pride,
you lose contact with those you love,
you end up becoming the thing you fear,
I pushed myself, and I realize now,
and it is painfully clear,
that the un-denied truth that I'm destined to die,
defending what I love,
live or die.........because......now I walk alone.
Sunday, 2. August 2009, 14:23:26
His face is a time piece
His life is a book
But the pages lie darkened
For there's no-one to look
At times he was happy
At times, even glad
But now all his memories,
to a one; they are sad
Yet still he breathes in
and still he breathes out
As he fights for each breath,
and death hangs about
He hurts with each movement
and gets no relief
Still he refuses to surrender
and fights for surcease
Not one person visits
or asks after him
As he struggles on vainly
in a fight he cant win
Finally a shadow
begins to encroach
And a hooded dark servent
prepares his dark coach
A breeze softly rises
Theres a scent on the air
Though his eyes do not see,
he knows death is there
His heart starts to race
as his breath; it turns sour
He knows he'll have passed
Within this; his last hour
The figure moves closer
and bends to its task
As he lies dying
alone in the dark
With a final glance
he raises his fist
Then he dies in his bed
for no-one to miss
Sunday, 2. August 2009, 14:01:09
I'll be your Juliet
You can be my Romeo
My love for you
Will only ever grow
Your kiss leaves me breathless
I get lost in your eyes
Your touch makes me tremble
And gives me butterflies
But I always knew
This was too good to be true
It made me too happy
To make it all the way through
So here we are
Finally at the end
It's time for my broken heart
To finally mend
This short love story
With a tragic finish
My Lifes fire's
Time to extinguish
With this gun in my hand
And tear in my eye
I finally tell you
This final goodbye
I knew that this
Is where this would lead to
A fatal love
Too good to be true
Finger on the trigger
Barrel against skin
Proving that this love
Would never win
Kissing you
One final time
I commit
Love's worth crime
Pulling the trigger
The bullet leaves me dead
Carved with your name
You were the last thing in my head
Monday, 27. July 2009, 14:52:22