Emo-Rocker

Cold Heart

Tuesday, 25. August 2009, 19:26:33

The night was falling
And the stars are show up
My heart is still weak and cold
I try to be defeated with the shadow

But I can’t
Is this the only way I can find my true love?
Sitting here all alone
Watching the stars

Hoping for the sign
The night was falling slowly
And the stars are show up
And my cold heart still searching for something

My lonely soul is lost in the darkness
Try to find the way home
I've lost who i love, but this broken heart
I still see you in my dreams

My love is belonging nowhere
There is nothing to do with it
I am just a shadow
Who is always hidden from the light

My cold heart still trys to find something
All these years I cannot find my way home
After all these years I only see pain, nothing else
My cold heart is lost in the shadows, again

These black tears I cry they are forgotten forever
I will never find someone like you
I miss you so bad
I miss your touch

Where are you, my love?
I wish you were here with me tonight
I want to feel you love, again
Please, take me away with you

To the heaven
I want to be with you forever
Will it ever happen?
Looking at the night falling slowly

And the stars have shown up
Here I am
Sitting here all alone
Waiting for something

I lay down here
Waiting to death comes for me
And then I can find my peace in my heart
And go feel at peace, alone.

But my cold heart is still inside me
I cannot defeat the cold
Who will always follow my dreams and my darkened heart
So, my love

Bring me to life
The Moon is slowly wake me up
And then in my dreams I feel your cold touch
They feel...

So sweet
So cold
So tender
I am yours, even though you dont love me

Now and forever.

I Walk Alone

Comments

Fatimah # 25. August 2009, 21:49

totally magical
Your writings are getting better and better
please make a book please ?

Emo-Rocker # 26. August 2009, 19:18

I write poems when i'm depressed, so i'm not planning to do anything with it. And thank you.

Fatimah # 26. August 2009, 20:32

I know I use to do the same when I was younger
and now I wished I had put them in a book or even saved them.

Your words are precious drops from your soul and don't take
it as a curse take it as a gift and a way of healing
out of the darkness into the light ..

Emo-Rocker # 27. August 2009, 16:14

yeah thanks but i'd rather not. maybe one day?

Fatimah # 27. August 2009, 19:42

I know you feel this way now just hold it in the back of your mind.. just think of the author
whom wrote Harry Potter books she was homeless
and started to write the first book on a napkin

I see a bright future for you if you allow
your heart to be there.

Fati

Emo-Rocker # 28. August 2009, 19:52

I'm not much of a fan of Harry Potter, it's ok but yeah..

Idk, maybe.

Fatimah # 28. August 2009, 21:31

I was only using Harry Potter as an example

Emo-Rocker # 29. August 2009, 09:03

Alright.

Thomas # 1. September 2009, 12:32

The sumbitch didn't deserve u ma where is he ill cuss him out lol... Great poem though got me gettin all deep 1st. Thing in the a.m.

Emo-Rocker # 2. September 2009, 12:21

He's in my friendlist.

And thanks.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 5. September 2009, 03:37

Wow!

Good one!!

Thanks!! For such nice words.

Emo-Rocker # 5. September 2009, 18:46

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Emo-Rocker # 6. September 2009, 09:58

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Emo-Rocker # 7. September 2009, 19:55

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Emo-Rocker # 8. September 2009, 19:12

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Emo-Rocker # 11. September 2009, 17:45

I dont know.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 12. September 2009, 13:32

I feel like something's missing

Emo-Rocker # 12. September 2009, 13:46

Like what?

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 12. September 2009, 14:14

Like something's disappeared and I'm under the impression that it's never going back.

Emo-Rocker # 12. September 2009, 14:21

Why you feel like that?

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 12. September 2009, 14:29

I don't know. Just like someone tore my heart apart and they took something away from me.

Emo-Rocker # 12. September 2009, 14:37

I've felt like that too... =/

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 12. September 2009, 14:42

It makes me feel really bad about everything and I don't know what I should do now. Everything doesn't make sense to me anymore.

Emo-Rocker # 12. September 2009, 16:08

I know how you feel, yet i still feel that way.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 14. September 2009, 14:03

So... the days are all being empty now

Emo-Rocker # 14. September 2009, 16:00

I guess, but you can make yourself feel better.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 16. September 2009, 14:07

Another day passing by makes me feel worse, and I don't know when it will be better. It's history repeating (on and on

)

Emo-Rocker # 18. September 2009, 21:06

Move on, the history was back then, this is the present time.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 21. September 2009, 14:11

Well, I don't know what to do... and everyday's turning to be the worst day ever again...

I just lie down on the floor, doing nothing, wasting time

Emo-Rocker # 23. September 2009, 17:50

Then dont lie on the floor, go do something. Keep yourself busy.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 25. September 2009, 13:58

I don't know what I'm gonna do

Emo-Rocker # 26. September 2009, 10:19

Do anything

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 26. September 2009, 14:21

Ok I'll try...

Emo-Rocker # 26. September 2009, 16:19

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 27. September 2009, 12:50

Thanks, anyway

John # 27. September 2009, 21:14

It's called depression - or fugue. The happy mongers will try for chemicals or electroshock. It's o.k. to be down when things suck. Question is, are you ready for how much it can do so ?
Zenya's got the right idea. She's going to make and create beauty.
If you are looking for the 'meaning of life'....best start thinking about what meaning you are going to put into it. It's the ride...not the destination.

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 29. September 2009, 13:40

Originally posted by oldephartte:

It's called depression - or fugue. The happy mongers will try for chemicals or electroshock. It's o.k. to be down when things suck. Question is, are you ready for how much it can do so ?
Zenya's got the right idea. She's going to make and create beauty.
If you are looking for the 'meaning of life'....best start thinking about what meaning you are going to put into it. It's the ride...not the destination.

Wow. Yeah it's kinda right. I think u're right. Thanks

John # 30. September 2009, 06:05

I was thinking back over some of the things I've run into the last while. One was a real 'Jedi' type YouTube clip where a fellow is taken for a hike up a mountain to see... a rock.
Initially annoyed, he realizes there is more than one way to 'send a message.'

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 1. October 2009, 14:29

O.O

John # 2. October 2009, 03:22

Quite the 'smiley'.
I'm fairly certain I got the clip via Dr. John, science writer and philosopher extraordinaire. He might help get you out of the rut : nepmak2000 here on Opera. Heck, so might I!
http://opitslinkfest.blogspot.com/2009/06/opit-online.html

.:. + .:. Phoenix .:. + .:. # 3. October 2009, 14:44

Ok.