crazyness

so me and my friend lupe went to watch new moon and it was uhmazing ahahaha so the guy in the booth looked like jacob black so i went up to him and asked him to take his picture he was like WTF OK so i took it xD IM A DORK but yeah i found my jacob xD i may go again to take maria so ill act surprise xD In other news me and lupe took lots of randome pics and Printing them out buahahaha laters

you would never belive me if i said i killed someone but i have.she was a girl with her whole life ahead of her,she could have been our savior but i put her down and told her she was worthless and to just stop living and the sad part is that she listened to me i saw her funeral and watched her life blow into a dust i always blamed myself for her death until i looked in the mirror and saw nothing. i finally came into the reality of what had actually happend i had killed myself i was worthless,no one loved to be with i was the pathetic girl noone wanted to be with i was the one who ended her life for no reason. i hurt the ones i loved and i can never take it back. i hope that someone else can realize that mistakes cant be undone. i wish i knew that earlier because maybe i would still be alive. dont miss me when im gone much love esther <333333