Sunday, March 9, 2008 2:03:51 PM
Woh good morning…. good mornin’… wak the fukkkk up mr sainto de bakayaro while cuttin off from dreamin’ of shits n mthfucker or watever blah blah blah…. Eyes opened but only the fukin lifeless dark emptiness surrounds.... Get on wit the borin daily livin stuffs like shiiiiiiiiittin while brushin or choosin which underwear’s colour for tday ^^ [that’s necessary u can imagine right? im really serious heh heh hehhh ^^ <rotfl> …] errr too lazy for breakfast so skip it and on the go for schoolin’’’’’………………Rush through 3 blocks, mak a left n a right, pass through the college’s door [ Fuk those 2 guards at the gate always stare at me when im passin like those fukin shitheads were abt to 45 me or smth… wats yer problem nigga? Be a fukin guard guy for the entire of ur dumb life]…... (__ __!) step through classroom’s door, plenty of those human beings stare at me like im a stupid gaijin T.T but I know i'll definitely find some popular faces soon… Oaaaaaaaaaaaaaa classtime’s always absofuckinglutely borin n sleepy oaaaa…. 1hr passed…Teacher keeps blah blah blah blah blah fukin blah and suckin blah then shit here and ass there and blah blah blah.. 30 mins remain…geez my classmates they don’t even know how to joke, tho classtime’s just only few more mins, just eyed to black board and white chalk ... 10 mins remain… just a few more mins, hang on little sainttttttttt T.T…1 min…30 secs…….15 secs….2 secs….. riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing n finally free at last T.T…. I surely do not attempt to tak class everyday but at least its better than stayin home n feel cut off from my friends n everyone else, especially my friends (__ __!)… Gotta keep up wit everybody right?.. Hang around smwhere n do smth to end the morning…..
Blah blah blah blah blah blah and………… good afternoon (__ __!)… Buy smth for lunch if I feel like eatin…. Sick T.T nothing to do for the whole afternoon…… just shittin fuckin suckin n then suckin fuckin shittin and blah blah blah blah blah ^^ lmfao lmfao lmfao……… just kiddin ^^ but I really don’t know how to tell... I hate the afternoon >”<
Ella… ella… eh….. eh….. eh …… ^^ night time has come…. I prefer night to the day, no sunshine and I can walk freely, wander from street to street… but sometimes feel cold and breathless under the wind, and feel lonely, a bit.. but im used to it.. that’s why I prefer power metal.. sad songs or love music just mak us feel fukin down… I really love walkin but couldn’t find a partner…. It’s always been a oneman hike… Hav u ever tried a hike at night late? It’s quite a moment….. whenever u see me walkin wit just one or more friends, im happy at that moment….
Monday, February 18, 2008 4:28:43 AM
man this opera comunity's kinda fuking boring i took a long trip around from blog to blog and it wasnt a nice trip .... just found some usual profile, silly entries... yet i hit antoniblue's one shit that was the only blog that has smt for its own and look variety, different from the others... i think im gonna mak my blog a little nuts (__ __!) lmao ^^
Monday, October 8, 2007 7:24:23 AM

He was a guy.
Who had never been in love with this life.
No laugh no cry in the night.
Nothing inside.
But one day she came.
She was followed by many men.
Something he couldn’t explain.
But it was in his eyes.
It was a rainy day 3 years ago.
He failed another exam, didn’t wanna go home.
Alone on the court, he was playing ball.
“Do you love this life?” - His mind was saying no
Too tired fell down on his knee he couldn’t move
On the wrong track left or right he couldn’t choose
His best friend was leaving, there was no one to share
“Mom and Dad don’t understand” and no one would care
But then she came to him when things were crazy
Brought something to his life the way Kim did to Shady
They met in high school she was a popular status
Got all the rich boys around, his homies’ favorite
He loved her ass, her style, loved the way she walked
Loved her smile, her eyes, loved the way she talked
All the pain’s gone, he could felt sunshine glowing
One new love, one new life, and something’s growing
He was a guy
Who had never been in love with this life
No laugh no cry in the night
Nothing inside
But one day she came
She was followed by many men
Something he couldn’t explain
But it was in his eyes
All of that was new to him, he wasn’t prepared
When things turned around, and she wasn’t there
Cuz later then he found her with another man
He was like a toy now she found another game
He was weak, first time in life he cried for a bitch
Love was stronger, he couldn’t say “I don’t give a shit”
Asked her for a reason, “Boy you don’t have nothing
I stayed with you just for fun, and all we do was fucking”
She said she gon’ go with her man get outta the hood
Got a new life and he would never see her for good
He so sad, about to go back to where it all started
He was so mad at the way the bitch hurt him so bad
So he went to the airport on the day she went away
To give her a seed of black rose that she send away
“It’s the last thing I have to give you plz take it
My love is in there, you can love it or hate it”
He was a rose
Who had had enough for this life
Too much pain he had felt in the night
It was a black rose
As he grows old
Realizes the cold in his soul
Couldn’t love the way that he did
It was a black rose
Like the bible said what goes around comes around
Dude found out the gold digger, she’s outta the house
Too tired fell down on her knee she couldn’t move
On the wrong track left or right she couldn’t choose
Take a look back at what she ever had in this life
The black rose still there, but it would never smile
Now she can’t go back to change it cuz life goes on
You can never tell in this life, cuz right goes wrong
The guy who used to love her has found his own road
He achieved everything he wants but still a cold soul
Can’t find the love for his life, all he see is hatred
There was time he got some, but the girl degrade it
Now is it right to be with her one more time
Nah he just doesn’t want to be hurt one more time
Life changes, love changes, as things change fast
His girlfriend is now strangest, nothing can lasts
He was a rose
Who had had enough for this life
Too much pain he had felt in the night
It was a black rose
As he grows old
Realizes the cold in his soul
Couldn’t love the way that he did
It was a black rose
Monday, October 8, 2007 2:14:32 AM
The life of a new student is so dumb T.T...hang around most of time...and sleep all the time.. then ya come to class, and continue ur sleep on the table, in front of ur college lecturer ------------> to be continued
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Sunday, October 7, 2007 1:30:01 AM
This is me ------------lil Saint VN illest ^^