Sunday, 15. November 2009, 07:26:50
Had it been 2 days l8,i sure would be late 2day.
I'd be no more,even 4goten cos the output of life is eventualy death.where ever there's an entry there's an exit.
Lesson no 11 has taught me that LIFE GOES ON-JUST COS UR IN PAIN OR DIYING-THE WORLD DOESN'T STOP.
Life has been programed dat way.
Every1 sits inticipation aware f their destiny,awaitin their turn-wen al comes 2 nothing but silence and darkness.
Thursday the 5th Nov 2009 i was send home 2 die(sum PG are a joke),had it not been 4 friday morning that brought forth excrutiatin pain n dark clouds,i'd propably would never hav seen 2day but 1 fall could have been d end of me.
YES A DEAD MAN WALKING!
4 nights in hospital & an operation saved my life.
"GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME & ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD."
Thursday, 15. October 2009, 18:56:00
Every time i look into d mirror,i c this imaginary tears betrayin me.
I wish i cud turn back time.
I wish i had heavens in my command.
If i did i'd comand 2 b happy &satisfied abt anytin n everytin n 2 nevr make mistakes.
I wish i cud hav listned 2 God,loved only God & follow his commandments mayb 2day my tears wud b dried up cos i believe he cud hav given me peace & the greatest luv.
"SEEK YE THE KINGDOM OF GOD & ALL SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU(WEALTH etc)."
The luv of people has brought nothing but destruction & monotony.
Even ur best budy usualy is d 1 2 hav d last laugh.
I guess wishing doesnt help.
2day isnt my day cos i'm drowning.
Sunday, 23. August 2009, 04:58:12
I understant that life is abt grabing al opportunities dat cum your way
but do we realy have 2 take advantage of other people?
2 years ago i received a cal 4rm a guy who's name is Ben.
He wanted 2 see me face 2 face.
He saw me on the net & was intrigued by my profile,he got my contact details,everything abt me 4rm there.
Here i was on google searching 4 myself.
The only thing i culd find was names @database.
I was very curious so it was a date.
We met &he said he wants 2 take me 2 home 2 meet his parents as his future wife.
I REJECTED HIM.
He made fil like i'm a gold digger,the only way 2 get me is 2 shower me with money.
He said my parents cant suport me&also discouraged me on my chosen career &said there's no money there i shud cum with him.
He left,nvr contacted me.
2 weeks ago,i heard a knock @ my mothers house.it was him.
He always knew my family b4 he met me.
Him &mom are in busines 2gether.
2day he says he is sory.
He lied 2 me took advantage f me,my family .
HOW CAN I 4GIVE THIS GUY &WHY SHUD Ì?
Saturday, 15. August 2009, 11:24:37
Gunmen hadn't had a girlfriend since 1984.
Single George Sodini,who allegedly killed 3 women in Pennsylvania.
"GYM SHOOTER.(FRUSTRATED)
Neighbours &friends mourned the losses of 3 women killed in a shooting rampage during an exercise clas @Pittsburg area gym as shooter's online diary revealed a man who was ignored by women &referred 2 an "exit plan" 2 avenge his rage.
George went 2 a sprawling LA Fitness club turned out the light on the tuesday night "latin impact" dance arobics clas 4 wonen & opend fire with 3 guns spraying dozens of bullets b4 turnin d gun on himself.
"he just had a lot of hatred in him & was hell bent on committing this act & no 1 was going 2 stop him,"
his 4 610-word web diary appeared 2 be a 9 month chronology of his plans 2 end his misery with shocking act f carnage @ his gym.
HE CUDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY WOMEN IGNORED HIM,DESPITE HIS BEST EFFORTS 2 LUK NICE.
He hadn't had a girlfrend since 1984,hadn't slept with a woman in 19years.
"women just dnt like me.d ar 30m diserable women i cannot find 1.no 1 finds me attractive,d 48 yr old computer programmer lamented.
Thursday, 13. August 2009, 22:11:27
Most of economists are agreement that the recession which has seen a significant jump in jobloss figures should end this year.
In a snap survey by mweb-2 economists predict the recesion wil end in quarter 3 &1 in quarter 4.the majority belived the recesion wud folow a U-shape.
There ar 3 ways that recovery can b represented:the U,V&W-Shape.Nicky Weimer,nedbank CE cautions those wo beliv we wil hav a V-shape recovery.
"we hav masive debt levels which wil take time 2 unwind."
she recons we ar in a U-shape&wil remain @ the bottom until debt is wel paid off.
Alan Hirsch economist in the presidency belivs we cud move into positive teritory in the next couple of quarters.
There wud stil b a lagin terms of employment.
"in the boom it took 2 2 3 years 2 see employment increase&with the recesion it took 1&half years 2 see people retrenched
Saturday, 1. August 2009, 08:52:37
31 July 2009
I have been given the privilage of in access of the word of God 2 can hear the word,2 can c d word of God 2 can own the word of God therefore i am grateful that i'm special b4 God.
The word of teaches us abt "WHY ARE WE ALIVE"
many hav asked themselves this questions bt nvr got the answer 4 they liv a meanles life,there's no intent but God has a reason 4 our being.a life f purpose,power
plenty.
Sum people wen u ask them who they are-gues what they say!
They'l give u business card/ say they are an MD of xyz company.
IS THAT ALL U ARE!
Isnt there sumthing u can do that no body else has done b4,arnt u greater than just being a director.there's more 2 life than that.
JESUS GAVE HIS LIFE 4 OTHERS,NO 1 HAS EVER DONE THAT.WHAT CAN U DO?
The answer is in the bible(ur user manual,ur guide)USE IT.ASK THE RITE QUESTIONS.
U CAN HAVE PURPOSE 4 UR LIFE,U CAN HAVE POWER 2 GO WITH IT & PLENTY 2 ENJOY.
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"GOD BLESS U"
Tuesday, 28. July 2009, 09:08:32
In the absence of joy
I sit in desolate sadness
almost betrayed by my tears
reuttering words in my head
oblivious of my surroundings
giving way 2 scrutiny
4 i am the loneliyest eyes
subconciously murmering my fears,
my agony,my disappointment,
my anguish
i am the image of contempt
an african child
so be it
if it'l strengthen me
so be it
AMEN!
Wednesday, 22. July 2009, 18:49:34
My boyfriend just asked me 2 trust him,2 trust his luv 4 me.aparently according 2 his evaluation i've been asking myself why i luv him & i've realised he's right, after everything he's put me through i stil can't walk away.
I had always found it hard 2 surender 2 luv but how do i luk past d mistakes.
Tuesday, 14. July 2009, 15:59:45
After spending almost 3hours @ a resturant,i feel revived.
I had a splendid time celebrating a cousin's birthday who's turning 19 2day.
It was just us girls taking shots & al of that,hel it was nice.!!
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when we got the bil,man oh man,but i gues it was worth it.
MONEY TALKS!
Saturday, 11. July 2009, 15:10:09
I've bin goin out with dis guy for 4yrs now,he's 23 i'm 22. hell so many peeps hav tried 2 cum between us but beside al of that im havin my own insecurities-mayb he too young 2 be seriou,hes gona liv me 4 sum 18 yr old.i am so teribly inlove wit this guy,he knows how 2 make a girl scream. 1 thin im also scared of is time wastin on things dat are not evin worth a while 4 me. Wats d propality of us makin it til death do us part? i mean we are the same age.
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