Monday, April 26, 2010 5:22:04 AM
26 April 2007 in the mist of the night @ around 11:45,my fortune had been tampered with.
3 men came 2 my house i was sleepin alone.
Knockd and cald my name until i got scared.
I g2g. 2 be continued...
Thursday, March 4, 2010 3:34:07 AM
No matter what i do,i can't sim 2 get over the pain i'm feeling.i wish i could just wake up 2mrw & nt care. BUT
@ the end of each day b4 i go 2 sleep,i would have cried,sobbed involuntary until my eyes hurt.
Why does love have 2 hurt like this&why do people hav 2 use other people?
They say on average a person might lose a thousand brain cells a day cos of coffee & al this other things but i think just from cryin everyday n felin this pain-i probably lose over thousand brain cells a day.
Guys a so blessed,they always think of themselves 1st,they can be inconsiderate without felin bad abt it.they make empty promises,they can be selfish & nt c anything wrong with it,they can ruine your life & nt c anything wrong with it.
Men can be very cruel.i just wander if they are all the same?
Thinkin abt my bf hurts,seing his name makes me cry.
How do i stop caring,or how do i get over this?
Sunday, February 14, 2010 10:41:41 PM
2day signifies the day after valentines day.the time is 00:30 am and stil i havn't received a call or an sms 4rm my boyfrend.
YES! IT HURTS LIKE HELL
at 00:10 on valentines day i called him so as 2 be the first 1 2 wish him a hapy val day and 2 tel him how much i luv him.
YES I LUV HIM SO MUCH AND NOW I'M HURTIN A LOT.
So wat does it mean,i undrstand he's 60 km away bt wat was he doin and with whom.
Do i mean anything 2 him?
Friday, February 12, 2010 9:35:42 AM
Keke:
Ke dumetse go Morena
ke mo neile pelo ya ka
taba ya ka tsatsi lena
ke mo rata pelo yaka yohle.
Lefu lahae le mphedisa *2
rato la hae le ntshidisa
"GOD IS LOVE."
Sunday, November 15, 2009 7:26:50 AM
Had it been 2 days l8,i sure would be late 2day.
I'd be no more,even 4goten cos the output of life is eventualy death.where ever there's an entry there's an exit.
Lesson no 11 has taught me that LIFE GOES ON-JUST COS UR IN PAIN OR DIYING-THE WORLD DOESN'T STOP.
Life has been programed dat way.
Every1 sits inticipation aware f their destiny,awaitin their turn-wen al comes 2 nothing but silence and darkness.
Thursday the 5th Nov 2009 i was send home 2 die(sum PG are a joke),had it not been 4 friday morning that brought forth excrutiatin pain n dark clouds,i'd propably would never hav seen 2day but 1 fall could have been d end of me.
YES A DEAD MAN WALKING!
4 nights in hospital & an operation saved my life.
"GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME & ALL THE TIME GOD IS GOOD."
Thursday, October 15, 2009 6:56:00 PM
Every time i look into d mirror,i c this imaginary tears betrayin me.
I wish i cud turn back time.
I wish i had heavens in my command.
If i did i'd comand 2 b happy &satisfied abt anytin n everytin n 2 nevr make mistakes.
I wish i cud hav listned 2 God,loved only God & follow his commandments mayb 2day my tears wud b dried up cos i believe he cud hav given me peace & the greatest luv.
"SEEK YE THE KINGDOM OF GOD & ALL SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU(WEALTH etc)."
The luv of people has brought nothing but destruction & monotony.
Even ur best budy usualy is d 1 2 hav d last laugh.
I guess wishing doesnt help.
2day isnt my day cos i'm drowning.
Saturday, August 15, 2009 11:24:37 AM
Gunmen hadn't had a girlfriend since 1984.
Single George Sodini,who allegedly killed 3 women in Pennsylvania.
"GYM SHOOTER.(FRUSTRATED)
Neighbours &friends mourned the losses of 3 women killed in a shooting rampage during an exercise clas @Pittsburg area gym as shooter's online diary revealed a man who was ignored by women &referred 2 an "exit plan" 2 avenge his rage.
George went 2 a sprawling LA Fitness club turned out the light on the tuesday night "latin impact" dance arobics clas 4 wonen & opend fire with 3 guns spraying dozens of bullets b4 turnin d gun on himself.
"he just had a lot of hatred in him & was hell bent on committing this act & no 1 was going 2 stop him,"
his 4 610-word web diary appeared 2 be a 9 month chronology of his plans 2 end his misery with shocking act f carnage @ his gym.
HE CUDN'T UNDERSTAND WHY WOMEN IGNORED HIM,DESPITE HIS BEST EFFORTS 2 LUK NICE.
He hadn't had a girlfrend since 1984,hadn't slept with a woman in 19years.
"women just dnt like me.d ar 30m diserable women i cannot find 1.no 1 finds me attractive,d 48 yr old computer programmer lamented.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 10:11:27 PM
Most of economists are agreement that the recession which has seen a significant jump in jobloss figures should end this year.
In a snap survey by mweb-2 economists predict the recesion wil end in quarter 3 &1 in quarter 4.the majority belived the recesion wud folow a U-shape.
There ar 3 ways that recovery can b represented:the U,V&W-Shape.Nicky Weimer,nedbank CE cautions those wo beliv we wil hav a V-shape recovery.
"we hav masive debt levels which wil take time 2 unwind."
she recons we ar in a U-shape&wil remain @ the bottom until debt is wel paid off.
Alan Hirsch economist in the presidency belivs we cud move into positive teritory in the next couple of quarters.
There wud stil b a lagin terms of employment.
"in the boom it took 2 2 3 years 2 see employment increase&with the recesion it took 1&half years 2 see people retrenched
Saturday, August 1, 2009 8:52:37 AM
31 July 2009
I have been given the privilage of in access of the word of God 2 can hear the word,2 can c d word of God 2 can own the word of God therefore i am grateful that i'm special b4 God.
The word of teaches us abt "WHY ARE WE ALIVE"
many hav asked themselves this questions bt nvr got the answer 4 they liv a meanles life,there's no intent but God has a reason 4 our being.a life f purpose,power
plenty.
Sum people wen u ask them who they are-gues what they say!
They'l give u business card/ say they are an MD of xyz company.
IS THAT ALL U ARE!
Isnt there sumthing u can do that no body else has done b4,arnt u greater than just being a director.there's more 2 life than that.
JESUS GAVE HIS LIFE 4 OTHERS,NO 1 HAS EVER DONE THAT.WHAT CAN U DO?
The answer is in the bible(ur user manual,ur guide)USE IT.ASK THE RITE QUESTIONS.
U CAN HAVE PURPOSE 4 UR LIFE,U CAN HAVE POWER 2 GO WITH IT & PLENTY 2 ENJOY.
~
"GOD BLESS U"
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 9:08:32 AM
In the absence of joy
I sit in desolate sadness
almost betrayed by my tears
reuttering words in my head
oblivious of my surroundings
giving way 2 scrutiny
4 i am the loneliyest eyes
subconciously murmering my fears,
my agony,my disappointment,
my anguish
i am the image of contempt
an african child
so be it
if it'l strengthen me
so be it
AMEN!
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