My OperaToo Dead To Cry
Wednesday, October 6, 2010 8:39:34 PM
I try to get a grip on the reality of things that have passed.I still don't know what or why,I only know that I'm left fighting to live again.I can't stop my insanity thanks to what was once my heart.I still have no idea what lies ahead in my journey.The hope of a new love lying within my grasp,but not yet able to touch or feel.The pain is unbearable along with my thoughts.The hope of filling the empty space within me is my sanity and comfort.Will I win or lose?Again I have to trust my heart in someones hand.A risk worth taking if it brings me to life.I need to break out of my dark nights and blinding days so I can feel and see.Now the gods don't answer,will she?Then another moment of insanity causing an emotional flood that has no reason or rational thought.When will it end?Now again I turn to those eyes looking for peace and tranquility.How much of this can she take.Never wanted her to see me like this,but she has.Will she leave me to my fate or face destiny with me?I don't see how anybody can deal with the demons that stir inside me.Now I wait and see.I know of no prayer for this.Only compassion from those eyes can save me now.REMEMBER THESE THINGS WHEN ITS YOUR TIME.AND TRY NOT TO FALL ALONG THE WAY
Eric Dravenfalconrunnerx2 # Wednesday, October 6, 2010 8:44:36 PM