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:happy: a place where i just put and write whatever comes to my mind..

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5th day of posa

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It's 6.22 pm now..

Such a long and numb day today. I didn't do much at work. I was supposed to design this database structure since my project leader is away, but I didn't do it. I did manage to solve this one javascript problem at one of the screen in this one system. I was supposed to go in for a meeting at 11 am but I didn't. I hate/loath the man ( project manager ) who called for the meeting. He is the type that talks rubbish, believes he knows everything ( when the truth is, he can't even differentiate what's a static and dymanic page ), coward ( he sends his subordinates to meetings so that he doesn't have to answer technical questions ) and ignorance. Anyway, round 11 am ++ this woman came over and asked me if I received an email inviting to the meeting. I said, yes I received it. She said, it's at 11 am, right? I said, yes it is. Then she said, well the meeting has started already, so come on. I said, nope I'm not going. She was quite taken aback and kept asking me to go. I kept saying I don't want to. So she asked me the project status, I briefed her, then she went in.

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Bla bla bla segment.

I truly feel that when a huge problem visits us, we shouldn't abruptly stop our life. Why? Well I don't know. Maybe because it's something that we have to deal with in our life. It's not like a clogged in a drain that stops everything from going through. Instead, it's like a side dish for our meal. A compulsory side dish. You cannot reject it. You accept it, bad or good. For each person, a problem/despair comes in many shapes and forms. No one's despair is greater than the other's. It's just a different kind of despair from the other's.

I also feel that there's no use in dwelling in it. Yes it's a shocking huge thing but it happened. Can you rewrite it? Nope. Can you erase it? Nope. Only thing to do is move forward, no matter how hard and difficult is it.. because it's the only way. At the same time, do what we can about it. "What we can" because then again, if it's destined to be like that then we cannot change it. We can only learn from it so that it doesn't happen to any of our loved ones again.

God doesn't test us if He knows we cannot take it.
A loss in life is when no lesson learnt in a mistake.
At the end, nothing keeps us together but the love we have for each other.

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4th day of puasa

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It's the 4th day of berposa already today :eyes:. :up:

Now is 7.12 pm. I still have few minutes to kill before berbukak posa. So oki, will do a quick post..

This year I started my first posa with my mother and sister :smile:. I think it's been many years since I get to start first day of posa with my family. My mother didn't get to cook anything ( for now :D ) since our house is going under some renovation and stuff. On that first day of posa, my mother and me went to Batu Tiga to buy some food for berbuka ( fast breaking ). We went there around 5.30pm and God! People were and CARS were EVERYWHERE! :faint: Being a pro in this kind of situation, my mother managed to buy some good food for us :yes:.

Second day of posa:
I got back to KL already. Didn't cook coz didn't buy any food stock yet. So I just bought some food on the way home. And nope, not at the pasar ramadan.. no no no! Crowded places just suffocates me. On the way home, there's this route where only few cars pass by and there too, got like 3 or 4 stalls selling food. So I stopped there. Peaceful and calm :smile:. I like!

Third day of posa:
Didn't cook yet too ( refer to second day of posa ). I bought fried kerang + ikan keli pedas = RM 6. Yuppii! I'm just good with money, eh? At home I just cooked rice and fried some veges. Berbuka with cooooooooooooold ribena! :yes:
Don't know why but I felt so tired. Ended up sleeping from 9pm ++ till the next morning :lol:

4th day of posa:
As for today, I went to a mamak restaurant and bought me some mamak food :yes:. Bought fried prawns, 1 piece of fried fish and mamak fish curry. I bought tembosa and 2 other kuih that I don't know the name or taste. Will know when I eat them later :D.

It's been raining these days so fasting is quite OK. Eventhough it's only our 4th day but I just can't stop thinking about raya already. Even feeling extremely slow and lazy at the office :lol:. Ahhh.. I'm involved in this charity thingy. Will tell about it in another post as now, I need to go and make my coooooooooooold ribena for berbuka! :yes:

Selamat berbuka people!

Ramadan Al-Mubarak 2008

Up up and awaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Quick update on things..

Blog :
Haven't post/reply anything for days now.
Extremely sorry ( to visitors, if any :lol:, and commentors :D ).
Haven't been able to visit friends' blog for ages now ( refer to Work ).

Stomach :
Full, just finished lunch.
Had white rice + fried fish + mushrooms ( cenwadan tumis air jek ) and cost me RM 4.70. :faint:

Him :
Good. Went outstation today.
Said will call me on the way.

Work :
Extremely busy and under pressure.
Got quarterly briefing tomorrow, hate to go.

House :
Kitchen light is busted for few days now.
Can't cook after work ( coz it's usually night already by the time I got home ) for days now.

Mood :
Not in the mood.

Hate :
Those species at work who get rewarded for doing nothing.
Those species who reward the other species for doing nothing.

Family :
Will see them on Friday! Yupppppiiiiii (as he says it)!!!!! :yes: :hat: :up:

School holiday starts this week. So I'm gonna be aways for a few days. Till then.. have a fun week, nice weekend and nice holidays! :up:




Meeeee!

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Yeaaaaay! :D