My OperaInnermost feelings.
Thursday, April 23, 2009 11:08:00 PM
If u haven't tried it, what are u waiting for?
That sentence always comes to my mind. And of course, (as u can guess), with my character, I'll say : oh, yeah, why not? I'll try.
I find myself standing on the wonder land, where I used to dream about. I looked forward to doing my thesis in here & expected to experience with this new environment. I tried, oh, no, I have been trying to adapt to the new life.
Obviously, there are a lot of difficulties coming to me.
Last week, my supervisor smiled at me when I was yawning. Actually, adjusting to the time zone is the 1st important thing. May be, brewing a cup of green tea or coffee is good. That way can keep me awake.
However, even when I'm active or sleepy, I feel myself being stressed, worried about the thesis.
I don't know how to cope with such feeling. Which part I should read precisely and which part I can omit ? Mr. Tr, an easy-going person, gave me a list of duties. Oh , men ! I am overwhelmed by such tasks. Sometimes, I feel like a loser when I have to do a lot, when what I can do is just sit on my chair watching time dragging on. Time's dragging on. I regret. I panic.
....... Calm down, don't panic, I talked to myself.
Every beginning is difficult.
...... I 'm aware that panic will cause loss of concentration for poor performances.
I will be able to help my self to resolve my own problem.
People say : the shortest way of overcoming some difficulty is going through it, right ?
So, face it ! .
I'm about to study Heisenberg group. Hopefully, I will get a better feeling for what the concept means.
( in the picture, it's my new supervisor. )
That sentence always comes to my mind. And of course, (as u can guess), with my character, I'll say : oh, yeah, why not? I'll try.
I find myself standing on the wonder land, where I used to dream about. I looked forward to doing my thesis in here & expected to experience with this new environment. I tried, oh, no, I have been trying to adapt to the new life.
Obviously, there are a lot of difficulties coming to me.
Last week, my supervisor smiled at me when I was yawning. Actually, adjusting to the time zone is the 1st important thing. May be, brewing a cup of green tea or coffee is good. That way can keep me awake.
However, even when I'm active or sleepy, I feel myself being stressed, worried about the thesis.
I don't know how to cope with such feeling. Which part I should read precisely and which part I can omit ? Mr. Tr, an easy-going person, gave me a list of duties. Oh , men ! I am overwhelmed by such tasks. Sometimes, I feel like a loser when I have to do a lot, when what I can do is just sit on my chair watching time dragging on. Time's dragging on. I regret. I panic.
....... Calm down, don't panic, I talked to myself.
Every beginning is difficult.
...... I 'm aware that panic will cause loss of concentration for poor performances.
I will be able to help my self to resolve my own problem.
People say : the shortest way of overcoming some difficulty is going through it, right ?
So, face it ! .
I'm about to study Heisenberg group. Hopefully, I will get a better feeling for what the concept means.
( in the picture, it's my new supervisor. )
