Days hav passed, which turned into years, dryin up the pain, as wel as my tears.

I will never let your tears , fall into drops!

I will never let your tears , fall into drops!
this is how I wish, for him to feel.
to bare the pain within me,
me , to help my heart heal.

Its too bollywood, only actors say it,
that’s what he would so often say.
Yet I yearn so much for his longing,
for him to love me, in everysingle way.

I always thought, he had every quality I wanted in a guy.
yet time showed what he was, so wat I thought, was a lie.

I love him, Yes, that I will not deny,
for when he is absent, my heart breaks down and cry.

he understands me a lot,
often knows how I feel.
but, his actions are different, Is he for real ?

But ive seen it, I have seen him soften.
He gets really emotional, even if it isn't often.

How can I even question things now,
my wedding date is soon to be set,
Im just longing for a life, I would never get.

Not coz I can't live that way,
but coz it aint right.
Why follow the wrong path,
instead of following the light.

I will be that islamically orientated girl,
And be the perfect wife,
Work towards what's right,
And prosper in the after life !

Insha Allah - Ameen

Fieona Khan