New place, new world

When I feel depressed at the harsh condition of my life,a voice sounds by my ears,"You are able to handle such a matter now depending on your own power." The voice seems to come from my close online friend,Tan,or one of my kin,my grandma maybe.It's amazing, right? I've been a grown-up who can be reliable at any time. Why do I count on others to redeem me from rubs?I am not abandoned by others.How can I abandon myself?Show a sunny smile,spend each day in a right way!