FB xx

Ups and Downs...

Friday, March 2, 2007 12:21:50 AM

I have pretty much on a whole had an 'up' wekk this week, however, tonight on the train home I felt really low. I was really missing my bf more than anything. In fact, as I write this, I am crying - so stupid I know, but maybe it's because I have seen people around all loved up and I think back to just over 2 weeks ago when I was the same... In love and very happy. With someone that I saw a future with - a long term future at that!

I know I can move on, but I am finding it hard to let go... we have been together for 3 and a half years and to just forget him is not that easy. I think I would find it incredibly hard to see him with some other girl too

Oh God! I think it's time for bed! I am just on my own and my mind is running riot with me. I feel shitty right now. I am pretty sure i'll be fine in the morning though!

I moved on before, I can do it again. I just have to be strong. I hope I can be strong

FB xx

News... Hmmmm...A long time coming...

Comments

Jonorganicchunkysalsa # Friday, March 2, 2007 3:26:53 AM

What you need is a gold old fashioned Full English Breakfast in the morning

Hehe, thanks for clueing me in on that btw. Remember though, with any loss, things always get better. The pain starts to wear away slowly and before you know it everything is right again.

offspring # Friday, March 2, 2007 3:02:27 PM

cheer up mate

Wizardlokutus-prime # Saturday, March 3, 2007 12:09:58 AM

Dear and good friend FB,
Yes, you will feel better in the morning. Do you recall the 'history' of your past feelings? Remember - you wrote so much about it in your blog a couple of years back. It's sad to see you now writing down what has recently happened but you still remain "true to yourself" and you continue to give an open and frank account of the 'ups an downs' of life itself. This is admirable and brave. Don't let depression or despair conquer you. Hope will triumph and you will come through all of this because of your strength of character. I send you my very best wishes for happier times. I'm certain they will arive.

loku

Jeff ™intelimac20inch # Saturday, March 3, 2007 5:29:28 AM

You can Be strong Fluffy I know you can.

AntonCaptainSeagull # Saturday, March 3, 2007 7:23:38 AM

i feel so crummy when i read this. it's good to know you have a positive outlook though. really inspiring.

the girlsBPdziewczyny # Sunday, March 4, 2007 12:29:59 PM

Move on love, move on. As Mike Skinner from the Streets said, 'plenty more fish in the sea'. An in London theres over 7 million people living here so loadsa fishes available!!!!!

BPdziewczyny

CNCFI # Thursday, March 8, 2007 11:41:38 AM

i think everything will like.失去你是他的损失，走自己的路，让他后悔去吧！

Daniel Goldmandanigoldman # Thursday, March 8, 2007 7:23:06 PM

FB, I'm so sorry to hear what's been going on with you. It's not easy.

Life always has challenges, somehow we get over most of them, even though I'm sure at this time you don't see how you'll ever get over this one.

My advice is for both of you to take a short break from each other. You both have a lot of thinking to do. I'm sure he's heart broken too. Once you've had enough time alone, you should spend a little time with him, take it very slow, and don't give up.

One of the most important pieces of advice that I've recieved before I got married a few months ago was: that most couples end up having disagreements over their life together, however it's important to remember that a single argument or fight is not indicative of the entire relationship. In fact, when you make up, it makes the relationship even stronger.

I'm rooting for you!!! Stay strong!!!!

Lorenzo Wangnoisewar # Saturday, March 10, 2007 2:12:37 AM

Completely agree with the above. My wife and I have had some absolutely incredible fights. Surviving those has made us a real couple, who aren't afraid of any problems that come up. The most important question in the end is if ultimately you think you two are good for each other. Good as in you improve each other. If that is so, then all the fighting in the world is worth it, and no amount of relationship apathy is acceptable.