My OperaGoing the same way as before?
Friday, January 27, 2006 9:45:19 AM
I gotta say, I am a little freaked right now! Jon went out on a work thing last night and ended up in China White... (For you guys who don't know this place - It's pretty much a place for pretentious men and women (generally b list celebs) to pull eachother - So it's basically a meat market!) I can imagine that he was probably gawping most of the night at these little footballers girlfriends and these glamour model wannabes and it just makes me feel like utter shit!
He told me he was coming home on the last tube and to be honest, I have no problems with him going clubbing. But I would have rather he went to a strip club!!! China Whites is such trash! It makes me not want to see him tonight!
I am not seeing him tomorrw either as he's going to St Albans and I just generally feel sad - It's all a load of bollocks (excuse my language!)
I gotta lay off a bit I think - I have fallen and I've fallen with an almighty crash and now it's making me feel needy and weak. I need to build up my confidence again or he will just destroy me. He's so much stronger than I am!
*sigh* I think I need chocolate!
He told me he was coming home on the last tube and to be honest, I have no problems with him going clubbing. But I would have rather he went to a strip club!!! China Whites is such trash! It makes me not want to see him tonight!
I am not seeing him tomorrw either as he's going to St Albans and I just generally feel sad - It's all a load of bollocks (excuse my language!)I gotta lay off a bit I think - I have fallen and I've fallen with an almighty crash and now it's making me feel needy and weak. I need to build up my confidence again or he will just destroy me. He's so much stronger than I am!
*sigh* I think I need chocolate!
