Living and Loving

You know something - I thought by this time this weekend that I wuld be a
nervous wreck - pining after Jon and wishing he'd come back. Although I want
him to come back, I am surprisingly calm and am not fussed that he is in
Glastonbury in the slightest. I have missed him, but I have coped
ridiculously well!!!
I haven't worried or cried. I haven't phoned him and text him constantly.
Well maybe on the Thursday when he left, but that's it... I have even been
turning my phone off to sleep at night!!! lol! This gal is growing a lot
stronger! I am really proud of myself. I am not sure if it's that I trust
him or what's going on really!
He text me today sating that he missed me loads and read my card that I
wrote for him when he fet like that. He said it really cheered him up and
that he couldn't wait to see me! Definately a good sign. Then he text me
about an hour ago saying that he's got me something!
I really hope we end up together in life - he really is the best thing that
has ever happened to me and I wanna keep it like that!
Friday I went out for my friends birthday. I took Grazi and Zuzi also (my
flat mates - Grazi is going out with D
Jon's brother) and we had a great night.
Until Grazi's phone got stolen and she was so upset, but we decided to not
let that ruin our night, so we went home and drank more wine. It was great,
we really got to know eachother a lot better and I am sure that we will
continue to build upon our newly found relationships.
Ahhh... I am so happy.
Speak to you soon peeps...