My OperaRelationships... I'm crap at them!
Friday, July 1, 2005 1:54:24 PM
I don't think I will ever understand relationships! Jon came back from the festival on Monday - I was over the moon! He was tired I was tired, so the reunion didn't really go as planned! But the next day things were fine!
Wednesday I went home - My mum piped up again and caused trouble, but I'm getting used to it now! But my bank had to cancel my maestro card as it was open to fraud apparently - now I have to wait for a new one! :-( No money :-(
Last night was a joke! Jon had a meeting that went on until 18.40 - he normally finishes at 17.30, but it was a last minute meeting. I went home and had a nice bath and got myself ready for him! He called me and said he was looking forward to seeing me, so I thought would do my make up etc... I got there and he hugged me for a minute and was really nice!
THEN he just disappeared off doing random things, so I just sat and read my book. When he eventually sat down, he started to do a Suduku puzzle. Dinner was then ready and we ate - it was nice. But as soon as dinner was over, he asked me to do the washing up (which I did) and then I came back into the living room... He carried on - I had to sit there in silece pretty much and I wasn't happy as I was being shown NO attention at all!
This upset me as I thought we were going to do something, talk, kiss cuddle WHATEVER! Not sit doing a bloody puzzle! I said to him I wasn't happy at this and he started mocking me. I started to cry and he just laughed at me. This made me really, really angry! So I put on my boots and coat and walked out! I called him and then just slated him for the next 20 mins (which I really shouldn't have done!) I didn't mean anything I said, I just wanted him to be as upset as I was. In the end he just told me to get lost and that he didn't want to see me. I made my way back to his anyway!
Now he's in a mood! I think he hates me. He thinks I hate him! I'm upset, I just want to have a good weekend! THAT's deffinately not going to happen now! I feel shitty!
How can something so good turn so sour so quickly?
Wednesday I went home - My mum piped up again and caused trouble, but I'm getting used to it now! But my bank had to cancel my maestro card as it was open to fraud apparently - now I have to wait for a new one! :-( No money :-(
Last night was a joke! Jon had a meeting that went on until 18.40 - he normally finishes at 17.30, but it was a last minute meeting. I went home and had a nice bath and got myself ready for him! He called me and said he was looking forward to seeing me, so I thought would do my make up etc... I got there and he hugged me for a minute and was really nice!
THEN he just disappeared off doing random things, so I just sat and read my book. When he eventually sat down, he started to do a Suduku puzzle. Dinner was then ready and we ate - it was nice. But as soon as dinner was over, he asked me to do the washing up (which I did) and then I came back into the living room... He carried on - I had to sit there in silece pretty much and I wasn't happy as I was being shown NO attention at all!
This upset me as I thought we were going to do something, talk, kiss cuddle WHATEVER! Not sit doing a bloody puzzle! I said to him I wasn't happy at this and he started mocking me. I started to cry and he just laughed at me. This made me really, really angry! So I put on my boots and coat and walked out! I called him and then just slated him for the next 20 mins (which I really shouldn't have done!) I didn't mean anything I said, I just wanted him to be as upset as I was. In the end he just told me to get lost and that he didn't want to see me. I made my way back to his anyway!
Now he's in a mood! I think he hates me. He thinks I hate him! I'm upset, I just want to have a good weekend! THAT's deffinately not going to happen now! I feel shitty!
How can something so good turn so sour so quickly?
