Living and Loving

I wish my life was easy... I am having the time of my life with Pete. He's everything that I want in a guy. we want the same things, we like the same things everything is perfect. But there is that little problem of his sister being my ex-best mate and it was down to how I was with my ex.

Yes I neglected her, but I have grovelled so much and I never grovel. She meant the world to me when we were friends, but I was stupid when I was with Jon - He was an asshole and everyone but me could see it! Now I have lost a good thing (my friend) and I want it back.

Pete and I are in love and I feel that it would be a mistake on my side to let something that dear to me go over a lost friend, but it keeps niggling at me that it's his sister, and the last thing I want to do is ruin their relationship. She's already pissed at him for not telling her that we met up a few times as friends. My argument is, how can I tell her if she just keeps blanking me though?!?!? It's beyond me...

I think he needs to say something now though - It's her engagement party in november and I'd love to see her happy etc... It makes me wanna cry.

My life is ALWAYS fucking drama and I am sick to death of it!!!