My OperaTuesday, August 9, 2005 8:02:14 AM
Hi Guys
Sorry I have not been online for a while! To be honest - Jon and I have broken up. I haven't felt like it! I picked up my stuff from his on Sunday. (Most of it anyway.)
My heart aches - I feel sick - I haven't eaten - I love him more than anything and despite his stupid outbursts - I want him more than anything. I have to accept his decision though and I will just have to move on! It's the hardest thing I have ever had to do.
I am still hoping that there is still a chance. I really hope he still loves me more importantly - He told me that he no longer loved me and that he's been lying to me about his feelings. That hit me HARD! I couldn't believe my ears - Jon is everything I ever wanted!
I feel so sick... I guess it's when things like this happen that you realise exactly how you feel about someone - Even after they have been nasty to you!
Sorry I have not been online for a while! To be honest - Jon and I have broken up. I haven't felt like it! I picked up my stuff from his on Sunday. (Most of it anyway.)
My heart aches - I feel sick - I haven't eaten - I love him more than anything and despite his stupid outbursts - I want him more than anything. I have to accept his decision though and I will just have to move on! It's the hardest thing I have ever had to do.
I am still hoping that there is still a chance. I really hope he still loves me more importantly - He told me that he no longer loved me and that he's been lying to me about his feelings. That hit me HARD! I couldn't believe my ears - Jon is everything I ever wanted!
I feel so sick... I guess it's when things like this happen that you realise exactly how you feel about someone - Even after they have been nasty to you!
