My OperaOH MY GOD...
Friday, September 9, 2005 8:04:58 AM
Pete told his sister last night over text - At least she now knows! But she wasn't saying nice things about me! He doesn't care though.
We were at the pub and I ended up smoking like one after the other menthol and normal cigs - My lungs are killing today!
Jules was there and came in handy for moral support - I wanted to cry - But it's just something she'll just have to get used to! I don't think I will smoke for a while! Despite the fact I just bought 200 cigs off my wk colleague!!! lol!
Nevermind!
I feel so much better now that she knows... It's a big weight lifted off my shoulders! I just know it's gonna tear them apart though and I really really don't want that! Crap!
I feel sick thinking about it!
We were at the pub and I ended up smoking like one after the other menthol and normal cigs - My lungs are killing today!
Jules was there and came in handy for moral support - I wanted to cry - But it's just something she'll just have to get used to! I don't think I will smoke for a while! Despite the fact I just bought 200 cigs off my wk colleague!!! lol!Nevermind!
I feel so much better now that she knows... It's a big weight lifted off my shoulders! I just know it's gonna tear them apart though and I really really don't want that!
Crap! I feel sick thinking about it!
