My OperaSo insecure!
Thursday, September 22, 2005 7:46:05 AM
Why am I so insecure. Is it because I am scared of losing yet another guy to my stupid moods?
I don't want this to happen, I really don't! Pete is my everything - more than Jon ever was... It's crazy to think that this can happen after such a short amount of time, but it's true. I know how I am feeling in my heart. I feel bad for what I said in my previous post about not being 100% about him - Now I am like a million % about him and it could just be too late.
I am seeing him tonight. I missed him last night though - I spoke to him loads - I should have left him to it! Gutted! Why am I so emotional. I know it's nearly that time of the month, but I wish it wouldn't affect me like this!
I don't want this to happen, I really don't! Pete is my everything - more than Jon ever was... It's crazy to think that this can happen after such a short amount of time, but it's true. I know how I am feeling in my heart. I feel bad for what I said in my previous post about not being 100% about him - Now I am like a million % about him and it could just be too late.
I am seeing him tonight. I missed him last night though - I spoke to him loads - I should have left him to it! Gutted! Why am I so emotional. I know it's nearly that time of the month, but I wish it wouldn't affect me like this!
