My OperaA less than perfect weekend.
Monday, May 22, 2006 10:31:15 AM
I was going to update over the weekend, but I just didn't get round to it! I had an awful weekend, but it made me realise a few things I guess... Saturday I was working, which wasn't too bad if I was hinest, but then came the evening. It was a friends birthday, but due to not having much money and being really tired, I wasn't really up for going. There was no choice in the matter though, I had to go and I did. We went to Shorditch jon, his bro, his gf and me. The bar where the birthday was, wasn't very good - we stayed a couple of hours and then moved on.
This was where it all went wrong. We were having a good night, a great night in fact up until we had to leave - I had drunk clearly too much! I won't go into details, but I wasn't very nice to Jon. The worst thing is that I didn't deserve to be forgiven really... Not immediately anyway. In the morning, he was a little 'off' understandably so. But I deserved the 'coldness' - but he warmed and brought me my Laptop and a smoothie as he knew I didn't want to leave his room. I told him that I would go home, but he said I should stay at least until he came back from the gym - so I did. We ended up going to the cinema and watching a film called 'Brick' which was pretty good!
I still feel awful - although he told me to forget it, I can't! I can't help but feel like a bad person. I love him very much and I realised that acting like I did and getting drunk was not a very responsible thing to do... I have decided to stop drinking - I don't really need drink to have a good time! At least I can be the designated driver when we go out. I'm far happier when I am not drinking.
We live and we learn... I have a happy life right now - I will NOT spoil it!!!
FB xx
PS: check out this great blog I came across
They have just started out, but it looks promising more for the footy fans out there I think - Great New Blog Click Here!!!
PS - What do you think about my new layout? Isn't it great... A big thanks to jonimueller & serbianfighter.
This was where it all went wrong. We were having a good night, a great night in fact up until we had to leave - I had drunk clearly too much! I won't go into details, but I wasn't very nice to Jon. The worst thing is that I didn't deserve to be forgiven really... Not immediately anyway. In the morning, he was a little 'off' understandably so. But I deserved the 'coldness' - but he warmed and brought me my Laptop and a smoothie as he knew I didn't want to leave his room. I told him that I would go home, but he said I should stay at least until he came back from the gym - so I did. We ended up going to the cinema and watching a film called 'Brick' which was pretty good!
I still feel awful - although he told me to forget it, I can't! I can't help but feel like a bad person. I love him very much and I realised that acting like I did and getting drunk was not a very responsible thing to do... I have decided to stop drinking - I don't really need drink to have a good time! At least I can be the designated driver when we go out. I'm far happier when I am not drinking.
We live and we learn... I have a happy life right now - I will NOT spoil it!!!
FB xx
PS: check out this great blog I came across
They have just started out, but it looks promising more for the footy fans out there I think - Great New Blog Click Here!!!PS - What do you think about my new layout? Isn't it great... A big thanks to jonimueller & serbianfighter.
