My OperaWeekend
Sunday, September 25, 2005 8:27:57 PM
Well, I haven't updated in a couple of days as I have been at my friends house. After Pete told me that he needed some time, I decided that it was a good time to meet up with my ex-work colleague and good friend. Friday I was supposed to be going out to see Pete for a quick drink and then going to hers, but as things turned out, she had stuff to do at home, so I said I would go to hers on the Saturday morning.
I emailed Pete telling him that it was changed to Saturday and if he wanted I could come to his with a bottle of vodka and pick up some food - Or we could still go for a quick drink and then I'd go home! I wanted it to be his choice though and not like I was imposing on him. He emailed me back saying that he's like that a lot and that he'd see me later!!! NICE!!!
The night was cool - although I did get hammered really quickly though... Not good, but it was a good night and to wake up with him the next morning was lovely!!! He had to get out early and so did I so it worked out quite well.
I got to my friends house on time... we walked the dogs (who are gorgeous!!!) got some bits and pieces and went back to hers, where we got ready and went out to the pub. This was pretty early mind! lol! We went out and I got a little drunk once again. I started to feel ill so I asked her if we could come back to hers, which we did. Pete was supposed to be going out that evening too... I found it a little hard to sleep as I kept having funny little day (night) dreams, and it was my mind playing tricks with me! I eventually got to sleep when the sun came up. Today was a write off... I slept for most of it! We had a wonderful meal! And so far have just chilled out in front of the tele! Nice!
So now I am updating.
From thinking about things and talking to my friend, I have realised that I do over-react quite a lot I guess... Problem is, I really do love this guy and I just feel that I have just pushed him away for the last week/ 2 weeks. I never want that to happen - I really feel that we may have a future and I want it more than anything, even if I didn't know it before!!!
I emailed Pete telling him that it was changed to Saturday and if he wanted I could come to his with a bottle of vodka and pick up some food - Or we could still go for a quick drink and then I'd go home! I wanted it to be his choice though and not like I was imposing on him. He emailed me back saying that he's like that a lot and that he'd see me later!!! NICE!!!
The night was cool - although I did get hammered really quickly though... Not good, but it was a good night and to wake up with him the next morning was lovely!!! He had to get out early and so did I so it worked out quite well.
I got to my friends house on time... we walked the dogs (who are gorgeous!!!) got some bits and pieces and went back to hers, where we got ready and went out to the pub. This was pretty early mind! lol! We went out and I got a little drunk once again. I started to feel ill so I asked her if we could come back to hers, which we did. Pete was supposed to be going out that evening too... I found it a little hard to sleep as I kept having funny little day (night) dreams, and it was my mind playing tricks with me! I eventually got to sleep when the sun came up. Today was a write off... I slept for most of it! We had a wonderful meal! And so far have just chilled out in front of the tele! Nice!
So now I am updating.
From thinking about things and talking to my friend, I have realised that I do over-react quite a lot I guess... Problem is, I really do love this guy and I just feel that I have just pushed him away for the last week/ 2 weeks. I never want that to happen - I really feel that we may have a future and I want it more than anything, even if I didn't know it before!!!
