My OperaBack to the normal neglection!!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005 11:12:23 PM
Well after my "great" weekend, Pete is back to his normal weed smoking, 'couldn't give a shit' self!!!
I felt like shit today and I made sure he knew - I needed a little TLC, even if I wasn't seeing him. All I wanted was a few kind, suportive words... But that's way too much to ask! Instead, I called him and just felt like I was putting him out by chatting to him.:clown:
This is't any way to treat someone you apparently "love".
So you know, I am going to stop believing him, do my own thing... I have to stop being so trusting. Just as I start to become secure, I am knocked back down again. It's not fair. Talk about fucking with someones head!!! Sorry for the language, but I am so stressed out with this relationship - it's had more ups and downs that when I was with jon. At least we had steady periods of time when we were happy! It's one day up 2 days down at the moment and I can't handle it!
I move into my new place at the weekend - maybe it's time for an all new change!!!
Night everyone!!!
Over and out
I felt like shit today and I made sure he knew - I needed a little TLC, even if I wasn't seeing him. All I wanted was a few kind, suportive words... But that's way too much to ask! Instead, I called him and just felt like I was putting him out by chatting to him.:clown: This is't any way to treat someone you apparently "love".
So you know, I am going to stop believing him, do my own thing... I have to stop being so trusting. Just as I start to become secure, I am knocked back down again.
It's not fair. Talk about fucking with someones head!!! Sorry for the language, but I am so stressed out with this relationship - it's had more ups and downs that when I was with jon. At least we had steady periods of time when we were happy! It's one day up 2 days down at the moment and I can't handle it! I move into my new place at the weekend - maybe it's time for an all new change!!!
Night everyone!!!
Over and out
