My OperaWow - Thank you...
Monday, December 5, 2005 10:58:19 PM
Can you believe it - I made the front page of Opera Community... I am honoured!!! I am so excited - lol.
Anyway... I was gonna update...
Today wasn't the greatest of days to be honest, I feel like I am being 'pushed' at work. I made SO many calls today at work, but my boss just wouldn't accept it for some reason and just kept coming out with smarmy, rude comments which really deflated me. I was in a very positive mood as well when I got in, but I tried my best not to get me down.
I spoke to Pete today. It's a really hard time for us right now. I feel like my heart is divided
I mean, I just get so confused at times. I know that Pete isn't the obvious choice to be honest. We haven't got much in common and he acts pretty immature at times (which I just can't take!) but I can't help feeling something for him. I keep getting emotional over the whole situation.
On a happier note though, I am seeing Jon tomorrow night. i got him a couple of presents over the weekend whilst he was away on he's mates stag do in Slovenia. It was funny, coz, I didn't really miss him that much. I thought about him lots and they were all lovely thoughts... I misses him on they day that he was due back which was a first for me. I really have learnt to cotrol myself and not get worked up over nothing! :-) I only got him stupid little things: I got himan advent calendar lol, a scooby doo van with candy in and a nice little card thing with nice words on it. I hope he doesn't think I am too much. He should know me by now though!
Well, that's it really. I am going to bed now... Will update soon.
S y'all later
FB xx
Anyway... I was gonna update...
Today wasn't the greatest of days to be honest, I feel like I am being 'pushed' at work. I made SO many calls today at work, but my boss just wouldn't accept it for some reason and just kept coming out with smarmy, rude comments which really deflated me. I was in a very positive mood as well when I got in, but I tried my best not to get me down.
I spoke to Pete today. It's a really hard time for us right now. I feel like my heart is divided
I mean, I just get so confused at times. I know that Pete isn't the obvious choice to be honest. We haven't got much in common and he acts pretty immature at times (which I just can't take!) but I can't help feeling something for him. I keep getting emotional over the whole situation. On a happier note though, I am seeing Jon tomorrow night. i got him a couple of presents over the weekend whilst he was away on he's mates stag do in Slovenia. It was funny, coz, I didn't really miss him that much. I thought about him lots and they were all lovely thoughts... I misses him on they day that he was due back which was a first for me. I really have learnt to cotrol myself and not get worked up over nothing! :-) I only got him stupid little things: I got himan advent calendar lol, a scooby doo van with candy in and a nice little card thing with nice words on it. I hope he doesn't think I am too much. He should know me by now though!
Well, that's it really. I am going to bed now... Will update soon.
S y'all later
FB xx
