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Yesterday was one of those funny days... Work wasn't what it could have been - I did a lot, but not enough in some peoples eyes. I made my calls, I put on the ads, I dealt with my emails etc... It's all very time consuming. I am having to call out our database at the moment and a lot of the numbers don't work. So when I call, it doesn't log it as a call... I just have to update our system and hope the bosses take note of that instead.

Anyway, I saw Jon last night. It was good to see him after so long. Before I left work though, I was chatting to Pete online and told him that I was going to be seeing jon to watch the footy... I really don't want to lie to him about who I am going out with, but I think I might just have to! He went mental again!!!

It's really not easy right now, because, when I was with him, he didn't seem to pay me much attention or affection. He was more interested in watching TV or playing his PlayStation! NOW though, he's telling me every two seconds that he loves me and that he wants to marry me etc... etc... and it's a lot from someone who didn't seem to care and who chose his work colleagues over me the other Friday, it's a big turnaround. Why didn't he think about things back then? Makes me sad thinking about it, because, when we came back from Liverpool, I had fallen for him so much, which makes things really hard now!

Anyway... I watched the footy at Jon's, but fell asleep in the second half - Hopefully The Arsenal will be more interesting tonight! So not much of an eventful evening all in all... I did look good though when I met him, I put my hair up all nice and my make up was done etc... He liked his little presents!