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Well, it's our long awaited Xmas party tonight. Not looking forward to it really! To sit with the people who take the piss out of me daily for hours on end in my OWN time is not really my idea of fun! Oh well... It's a free dinner I guess.

I went home last night. It was nice to see my Mum, Dad and lil bro! I got my jeans back from the taylor and they look great on me

ha ha! Not modest in the slightest!

I was speaking to Pete on messenger, but it got heated and he ended up blocking me

I logged in under my other name though and spoke to him there! It's all so complicated with me and him right now! Not very fair! I wish life was just simple! I'd like to think that me and him would work, but it just wouldn't and I can't take the chance.

I spoke to Jon last night too... I was meant to be meeting him tonight after my Xmas do, but he's going out with his friend and he said that he didn;t wanna promise me anything - Guess he's gonna let me down, just like Pete always did! Why do I let these guys walk all over me? I'm pretty nice to them and I give a lot. I am standing well back though with Jon this time! I am not going to give him an inch, coz if I do then an inch will turn into a mile!

Then he'll get me under the thumb again and that is NOT going to happen! I need some control too! I will be no ones puppet again! Pete thought he could do it and has learnt the hard way!

I am a new fluff and I am a stronger fluff and no man will walk over me!!!

Anyway peeps... work calls me away - I'll update later!

Love and Hugs

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