My OperaA total no go... And I know that now!
Monday, December 12, 2005 8:02:13 PM
I spoke to Pete this evening to see how he was as he was off work - AGAIN! I told him that I was concerned that he would lose his job as he has had many days off and is always late. I care about him... That is why I worry. So I voiced this to him. Herepaid me by hanging up on me... YUP - HANGING UP. He is well aware that this os the one thing that upsets me more than anything!
So in onebreath I am his everything and he can't go on without me - And in the next, he is hanging up on me and being a total idiot!!! THIS is what gets me. I am saying that I am still IN love with this guy and that he loves me more than anything - When his actions are really saying, You know what Fluff? I only want you because I don't want anyone else to have you!!!
It's becoming extremely clear now!
Jon MUST be my sole thought now! I must put my all into that relationship! It's not healthy to be torn like I have been. Pete is deadening our relationship more each day! He's not as sincere as he makes out!
Quote of the Day:
So in onebreath I am his everything and he can't go on without me - And in the next, he is hanging up on me and being a total idiot!!! THIS is what gets me. I am saying that I am still IN love with this guy and that he loves me more than anything - When his actions are really saying, You know what Fluff? I only want you because I don't want anyone else to have you!!!
It's becoming extremely clear now!
Jon MUST be my sole thought now! I must put my all into that relationship! It's not healthy to be torn like I have been. Pete is deadening our relationship more each day! He's not as sincere as he makes out!
Quote of the Day:
Actions speak louder than words!
