My OperaCutting Ties...
Tuesday, December 20, 2005 9:36:23 AM
I haven't been as good at updating recently! I have been so manic with everything else it's just been mad! Saturday I satrted that new bar job, which I love. I am working again this Thursday and Friday night as well as Saturday! 
Update on the men!
Friday night Pete came to give me my stuff and collect his stuff. It was a bit sad, but it had to happen. I want to move on, and whilst he still has my stuff, he still then has a reason to see me! So now that it's all done, I feel a lot happier! I was speaking to him yesterday and suggested that maybe we should 'cut ties' as it's just too hard, well, he suggested it first, but I enforced it later in the convo.
I was glad of this 'cutting ties' idea, but typically, I check my phone last night and he'd text me 3 times! He's just not going to be able to do it is he? I just want to get on with my new life with Jon, and of course, I can't tell him about me and him because of his suicidal tendencies, so I am just stuck.
Jon has asked me to come to his Mum and Dad's on Boxing Day which I have happily accepted, so I guess we are REALLY back on 100% which is great news! He also metioned that he wanted to book a table for us for New Years, but when he got the menu was £75 per head, but he is still thinking of booking it! I suggested that we have a nice dinner at mine as my flatmate will be away! I think! So I thought it would be nice to do, that way we'll have loads of cash for January Especially with my Bar job now - I am not spending that cash I am being good and saving it for the new year!
Anyway... I'll update more later!
FB xx
Update on the men!
Friday night Pete came to give me my stuff and collect his stuff. It was a bit sad, but it had to happen. I want to move on, and whilst he still has my stuff, he still then has a reason to see me! So now that it's all done, I feel a lot happier! I was speaking to him yesterday and suggested that maybe we should 'cut ties' as it's just too hard, well, he suggested it first, but I enforced it later in the convo.
I was glad of this 'cutting ties' idea, but typically, I check my phone last night and he'd text me 3 times! He's just not going to be able to do it is he? I just want to get on with my new life with Jon, and of course, I can't tell him about me and him because of his suicidal tendencies, so I am just stuck.
Jon has asked me to come to his Mum and Dad's on Boxing Day which I have happily accepted, so I guess we are REALLY back on 100% which is great news! He also metioned that he wanted to book a table for us for New Years, but when he got the menu was £75 per head, but he is still thinking of booking it! I suggested that we have a nice dinner at mine as my flatmate will be away! I think! So I thought it would be nice to do, that way we'll have loads of cash for January
Especially with my Bar job now - I am not spending that cash I am being good and saving it for the new year!Anyway... I'll update more later!
FB xx
